Spike's BLOG

I will admit that my "lifes story" i posted a while back on here wasent really every little detail obviously. i am going away for awhile aprox. 6 months..

and i wanted to share with u a little more as well as somewords of insparation that i just heard

 

   I have been good at whatever i set my mind to as with most people. i also liked getting my hands dirty. i loved working with my hands and also my imagination. I guess that started with my dad, you know working on the car and such. Well later on in my life i worked with Habitat for Humanity, worked on afew cars, electrical, framing, whatever i could soak up. but after a while things went stagnant. i got into acting very breafly.. when that failed i sunk into a rut if it were and ruined my life.. Now i started to work on houses and almost started my own business, but this happend where i have to pay for the past that i had and have to go away. so thats on hold and also i want to get more into......

Some days you just sit back and wonder.. What do i want out of life? Some people think they want "the good life," others say "i want a normal life." Now i sit and wonder what is the good life or a normal one for that matter, and i have come to realize that there is no good lifre or a normal one. Theres just life. There are good days and bad. but what is a normal one, there is no such thing. What about an after life well thats a whole differant monster onto its self. not my cup of tea, if you ask me. Why do we always expect a reward for something we do? you led a nice life here have a cookie.. umm no. In my opinion of which i have many if we had a "good" life or at least a satisfactory one isent that enough reward? Ok im done for now. Ta..