My boyfriend is an insensitive jerk that left me crying again.
There was another buffet dinner tonight. It was a family function this time. Cousins, uncles and aunts included. I can only invite him if i want to and not anyone else. So obviously, I want him to join me bacause
1) they let me invite him
2) he has never said anything more than 'hi' and 'bye' to my family (mom,dad and bros). So it was a 'chance' you can say.
He also mentioned once "if you really want me to go somewhere, you need to make it sound really exciting that would make me want to go as well"
IDIOT! I hate him so much right now.
That was what I tried to do getting him to go for the dinner with me. He eventually said yes.
AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE FUCKING SAID TO ME IN THE CAR WHEN HE BROUGHT ME HOME?!?!?!
"Seriously, if you already know that I really didn't want to go for this kind of things stop forcing me to go."
I just kept quiet right after he said that. Got out of the car and said bye. Didn't even turn around to look at him because I was trying to hold my tears back.
It makes me think that he doesn't want to have anything to do with my family members at all. Which breaks my heart.
All he says is because he's uncomfortable. Who is never uncomfortable in this kind of situation? I sucked it up and went to his family/office function when I felt awkward being there the first time.
Tell me what should I do.
I'm done talking sense to him when he don't want to listen.
I can argue what he said was contradicting what he said in the car.
I want to throw the money that he gave me for the buffet back at him.
He's leaving on the 19th September.
I may very well say that I don't want to see him anymore starting tonight.
Tomorrow I might feel indifferent about it and ask him when we should meet again.
If I know I will 100% guarantee find someone else better than him. I would leave him. But each time I leave a person, my personal standard for someone to call my boyfriend will get higher. Everyone knows, the higher it is, the harder to find.
There was a conversation at the table (us cousins were only sitting). One of my cousin was planning to take his driving lessons. I told the others that I remembered how he was inching an auto car forward in our driveway.
J comes in and say "you have no right to talk about him when you take an hr to reach a place that can take only 30 minutes."
I was so pissed at him. I kept quiet.
I took out my phone.
Showed him the time I called him on that day to ask where he was and if i should come - 4.11pm.
He called me back at 4.31pm to ask where I was. I reached where we were suppose to meet 5 minutes after.
How fucking impatient is he to think that I was on the road for ONE FUCKING HOUR WHEN IT'S BARELY 30 MINUTES. When he realised it after showing him the call logs all he said was 'heh'.
I really hate it when he puts me down. Yes, I admit he's smarter than me and I'm not so bright myself but putting me down even more doesn't help unless he's trying to make me hate him - which is working.
What should I do.
