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Sigh.. It just sank in. Kissed him goodbye before he left my place and brokedown.
I won't be seeing him off tomorrow though I don't have work. It's 'tradition' ya see. I did see him off, once, the first time he left. Was crying like a blubbering idiot watching him walk in to the airport gate and putting his stuff in the x-ray machine. So - no more.
I managed to write a short letter for him just now so he could read it on the plane. It's what I always did. Depending on how much I have to say, it's either really long or really short. I remember this one time I just wrote:
Thanks for putting up with me to buy my PSP J~
^___^v
There was this one day, we went practically everywhere to hunt for the cheapest that I could get right away. Impatient boyfriend sucked it up and went around with me. So, of course I appreciated that effort and should be acknowledged.
Least this time he won't be away too long. Coming back this December for a month. I'll look forward to that and come up with other list of things to do when he comes back.
From now on, I need to concentrate more on my work and students.
There is still MSN so think positive.
We barely argue at all when we're apart. Or find each other annoying at some point. So that's no so bad..
But I will definitely miss his scent.
His hugs.
His voice.
Knowing I can see him anytime I want T___T
