I'm always caught in knots

When i lose my mind

I don't seem to find

A way to understand myself

To rearrange what's left...

I'm a mess and i know it very well

My heart is always in a crazy swell

You know it too

You saw me too

The thing that i don't get

Is , how can you forget,

All these messed up things about me,

How come you don't see

The horrible part of me?