Spike's BLOG

Riding Vs Car

xxspikexx — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 22:37:24 GMT

In a car your always in a compartment, and because your used to it you dont realize that through that car window everything you see is just more tv. your a passive observer and its all moving by you boringly in a frame.

On a bike the frame is gone your completely in contact with it all. your in the scene, not just watching it anymore and the sense of presence is overwhelming. the concrete whizzing by five inches below your foot is the real thing, the same stuff you walk on, its right there so blurred you cant see it yet you can put your foot down and touch it anytime, and the whole thing, the whole experance is never removed from immediate consciousness.

desires and cravings

xxspikexx — Mon, 23 Jun 2008 04:31:06 GMT

I will admit that my "lifes story" i posted a while back on here wasent really every little detail obviously. i am going away for awhile aprox. 6 months..

and i wanted to share with u a little more as well as somewords of insparation that i just heard

I have been good at whatever i set my mind to as with most people. i also liked getting my hands dirty. i loved working with my hands and also my imagination. I guess that started with my dad, you know working on the car and such. Well later on in my life i worked with Habitat for Humanity, worked on afew cars, electrical, framing, whatever i could soak up. but after a while things went stagnant. i got into acting very breafly.. when that failed i sunk into a rut if it were and ruined my life.. Now i started to work on houses and almost started my own business, but this happend where i have to pay for the past that i had and have to go away. so thats on hold and also i want to get more into......

life is life is life

xxspikexx — Wed, 07 May 2008 14:55:58 GMT

Some days you just sit back and wonder.. What do i want out of life? Some people think they want "the good life," others say "i want a normal life." Now i sit and wonder what is the good life or a normal one for that matter, and i have come to realize that there is no good lifre or a normal one. Theres just life. There are good days and bad. but what is a normal one, there is no such thing. What about an after life well thats a whole differant monster onto its self. not my cup of tea, if you ask me. Why do we always expect a reward for something we do? you led a nice life here have a cookie.. umm no. In my opinion of which i have many if we had a "good" life or at least a satisfactory one isent that enough reward? Ok im done for now. Ta..

Blogging on here

xxspikexx — Tue, 15 Apr 2008 22:56:37 GMT

Hey everyone,

Well this is my first blogg on here and i would like to take this time and talk about something compleatly stupid and probably pointless. This is going to be a breaf intro to me. Meaning my story everyones got one and i think mine is kinda interesting... duhh i was there. Sorry... n e way. the one good question is how to begin. like said in Interview with a Vampire "should i begin like david copperfield, i was born, grew up, or should i start when i was born into darkness as i call it."

OK here it goes i might bore you but who knows you may just enjoy it... you never know untill you try...

I was a typical kid growing up both parents.. two older brothers, which ment that i kept getting picked on an such cause i was the "baby." my dad worked for nabisco so that ment he brought home cookies afew times a yr..lol my mom was an accountant not......