﻿<?xml version="1.0" encoding="utf-8" standalone="yes"?><rss version="2.0"><channel><title><![CDATA[ethan_woodstock99's BLOG]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/5700728/</link><description><![CDATA[hey guys m arpit,i dont know what to say and what u would like to know so ask m bi]]></description><language>en-us</language><copyright>bitcomet.com</copyright><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:48:44 GMT</pubDate><lastBuildDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:48:44 GMT</lastBuildDate><generator>bitcomet.com</generator><docs>http://cyber.law.harvard.edu/rss/rss.html</docs><ttl>30</ttl><item><title><![CDATA[How to unblock BitComet listen port from Windows XP firewall]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/42214/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <span><font size="2"><font color="#ff0000"><strong>Generally, when BitComet first runs in your computer with Windows XP system, you will be notified to set the </strong></font><a id="KonaLink0" style="position: static; text-decoration: underline! important" href="http://blog.bitcomet.com/bitcomet/post_1960/#" target="_top" class="kLink"><font style="font-weight: 400; font-size: 13px; color: blue! important; font-family: verdana,arial,sans-serif; position: static" color="#ff0000"><span style="font-weight: 400; font-size: 13px; padding-bottom: 1px; color: blue! important; border-bottom: blue 1px solid; font-family: verdana,arial,sans-serif; position: static; background-color: transparent" class="kLink"><strong>firewall</strong></span></font></a><font color="#ff0000"><strong> to block or unblock BitComet, if you enable the system firewall. In this case, you should set it as &ldquo;unblock&rdquo;. Or else, you need to change some settings of the firewall according to this guide.</strong></font></font></span> </p> <p> <font size="2" color="#ff0000"><span><strong>1. IF HAVING &quot;Catogery View&quot;</strong></span></font> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>Click&nbsp;Start</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Control Panel</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Security Centre </strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Than click on Windows Firewall</strong></font></span> </p> <span> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <font color="#ff0000"><strong><span><font size="2"><u>Make sure that &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t allow exceptions&rdquo; is unselected whether the firewall is on or off.</u></font></span> </strong></font> </p> </span> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>2. IF HAVING &quot;Classic View&quot;</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>Click Start</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Control Panel</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &nbsp;Windows Firewall</strong></font></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <u><span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"></font></span></u> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <font color="#ff0000"><strong><span><font size="2"><u>Make sure that &ldquo;Don&rsquo;t allow exceptions&rdquo; is unselected whether the firewall is on or off.</u></font></span> </strong></font> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <font color="#ff0000"><strong><img src="http://image.blog.bitcomet.com/postpic/20080701/5700728_zpvudo080701194507.gif" alt="1" title="1" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="431" height="517" /></strong></font> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <font color="#ff0000"></font> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"><strong>Then, click &ldquo;Exceptions&rdquo; tag; check all the items in &ldquo;Programs and Services&rdquo;; make all BitComet services and UpnP Framework selected. Don&rsquo;t forget to click &ldquo;OK&rdquo; to save the changes.</strong></font></span></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><span><font size="2" color="#ff0000"></font></span></span> </p> <p style="margin: 0cm 0cm 0pt" class="MsoNormal"> <span><span><font color="#ff0000"><strong><img src="http://image.blog.bitcomet.com/postpic/20080701/5700728_tczjpi080701194556.gif" alt="2" title="2" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="432" height="515" />......</strong></font></span></span></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Tue, 01 Jul 2008 19:48:44 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Downloading Problem &amp; How To Find File To Download Help]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/42029/</link><description><![CDATA[<p>
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&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <strong><font color="#ff0000"><u>I have been downloading movies for long time and now have experienced alot about it.</u> </font></strong><strong><font color="#ff0000">Like how to know file is fake or not,preview it as soon as possible to check whether its good or not,get speed,right language,small good file,if need sub how to get sub and put it in video while watching it,how to burn easily,have sound problems solved,download not completing,which movies to watch,get full version softwares,computer how to keep it fast,how to share,sites for downloading,converting to 3gp,mpeg4(ipod) good full version softwares&nbsp;and all...bla bla bla!!&nbsp;</font></strong>
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<strong><font color="#ff0000">&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; <u>So if u need any help i have some posts in my blog and since there are numerous problems and each has something different issues i can't post all in detail but u can comment yr problem in this post and i will keep checking the comments and i will reply u back with solutions as soon as possible.</u></font></strong>
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</p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:39:38 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[That Bad Night]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/40114/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>I'm 17 years old and I ran away last year, in April. You see, my mother was drinking all day, and we had a family get together earlier that day. Anyway, we got home and she was fine for a while. I took a bath, and when I got out, i got dressed, and I was trying to find my brush. Mom's boyfriend and my brother were somewhere else at that time.<img src="http://image.blog.bitcomet.com/postpic/20080608/5700728_aqjava080608103532.jpg" alt="runaway" title="runaway" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="150" height="226" /><br /> <br />
I kind of threw a fit a little bit, because I couldn't find it, I tore a hole in the house. My mom woke up and started yelling at me. She said I woke her up, and she started cursing at me and throwing things. She broke a glass, and also put a hole in the wall from a door she slammed against the wall, the handle broke through. She was saying stuff like, &quot;You kids are the most ungrateful, son's of bitches on the planet! You know what, I'm gonna run away! That's right, I'm gonna run away. You and (my brother, I won't give out his name, or mine.) can support your own sorry asses!&quot; And by that <br />
time, I was really scared, and I started for the door, I didn't even grab my shoes! I just ran out in the poring rain, in a T-shirt and jeans. And my mother was yelling after me, &quot;Fuck you, go to hell!&quot; </strong></font> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Like I said, I was scared, of a lot of things. I didn't even feel the rain outside, and I didn't care that my socks were wet, I just ran. I ran like a scared rabbit.......</font></strong></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Sun, 08 Jun 2008 10:36:20 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Suicide Helplines - Worldwide list of hotlines.]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/40040/</link><description><![CDATA[<h4><font color="#ff0000">We work worldwide to provide emotional support, and reduce suicide. We listen to people who are in distress. We don't judge them or tell them what to do - we listen.</font></h4> <h4><font color="#ff0000"><img src="http://image.blog.bitcomet.com/postpic/20080607/5700728_yyosys080607174117.gif" alt="logo" title="logo" hspace="5" vspace="5" width="111" height="137" />&nbsp; VISIT SITE- </font><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/"><font color="#0000ff">http://www.befrienders.org/</font></a></h4> <p> <font color="#ff0000">All languages available &amp; All country available.</font> </p> <h2><font color="#ff0000">(Contents available like listed below and more there)</font></h2> <h5 class="homePanel"><font color="#ff0000">Help &amp; Support</font></h5> <div class="homePanel"> <ul> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/helplines.asp"><font color="#ff0000">I want to talk to someone - Suicide Helplines Online Directory</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=depression.php"><font color="#ff0000">About Depression</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=suicidal_feelings.php"><font color="#ff0000">Feeling Suicidal</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=helpAfriend.php"><font color="#ff0000">Worried About A Suicidal Friend</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=warningSigns.php"><font color="#ff0000">The Warning Signs Of Suicide</font></a></h5></li> </ul> </div> <h5 class="homePanel"><font color="#ff0000">Further HELP &amp; SUPPORT </font></h5> <div class="homePanel"> <ul> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=bereaved.php"><font color="#ff0000">Bereaved by suicide </font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=selfHarm.php"><font color="#ff0000">Self-Harm</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=bully.php"><font color="#ff0000">Bullying</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/support/index.asp?PageURL=orientation.php"><font color="#ff0000">Sexual Orientation and Gender Identity</font></a></h5></li> </ul> </div> <h5 class="homePanel"><font color="#ff0000">GENERAL INFORMATION </font></h5> <div class="homePanel"> <ul> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/about/index.asp?PageURL=index.php"><font color="#ff0000">About our organisation</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/info/index.asp?PageURL=statistics.php"><font color="#ff0000">Suicide statistics</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/info/index.asp?PageURL=listeningSkills.php"><font color="#ff0000">Listening Skills</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/info/index.asp?PageURL=setUpHelpline.php"><font color="#ff0000">Setting up a helpline</font></a></h5></li> <li> <h5><a href="http://www.befrienders.org/about/index.asp?PageURL=donation.php"><font color="#ff0000">Make a donation</font></a>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;<font color="#ff0000">(please vote and comment on your views)</font></h5></li> </ul> </div>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:47:32 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Life Can Change for the Better]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/40038/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><strong><font size="-1" color="#ff0000">Hello. If you are reading my story, chances are you are in trouble, know some who is, or you have been there yourself. I ran away from home when I was 14 for the first time. I was gone for 2 weeks. When I came home, my mother asked me how my day at school was. (Oh yeah forgot a little bit of info. My mom is a crack head and my father, last we heard, was in the California State Corectional Facility). My mom was high at the time, but then again I can't remember a time when she wasn't high. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><strong><font size="-1" color="#ff0000">Well that's when I finally realized that my mom didn't care about me. She never even realized that I was gone for two whole weeks. I ran away again about 3 or 4 months after that just before my 15th b-day. This time I was staying with people who noticed if i was home 1/2 an hour late. i liked it. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><strong><font size="-1" color="#ff0000">Well, my mom didn't seem to want me to be happy, so she got a court order saying I had to live with her. She had a new boyfriend who liked to touch little girls. I'm not exactly little, so I fought back. I hurt the son of a b*tch, too. Just what he deserved. My mom tried to blame it on me, of course. Cops were called and they believed her story over mine. I was arrested and sent to lock up. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><strong><font size="-1" color="#ff0000">When I got out I ran away again. I left with this kid Steve. At first we were just friends but then we got closer. We went to Arizona (all the way from Massachusetts) to live with his older brother for a while. We both got jobs, and moved into a nice apartment. Steve was 18 so he could legally sign the lease. I went back to school and graduated with honors and I am know attending college. Shortly after I graduated high school, Steve and I got married. We have been happily married for 10 months. We were able to turn our lives around. I just hope that if someone out there is reading this and they're at the end of their rope this'll give them something to look forward to. Things can change for the better. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (please comment and vote it will help other people)</font></strong></font> </p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:37:57 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[The Thread Between Mother and Daughter]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/40036/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>My daughter started running at 11. The first time she was gone a weekend. The last time, at age 16, she was gone for months. In between those runs, I sent her to treatment programs, wilderness programs, out of state schools, anything and everything to keep her alive. She spent a total of 3 &frac12; years in various treatment facilities or juvenile corrections.</strong></font> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">There is nothing in the world like the feeling of your kid being missing. Wondering if she is dead or alive, hurt and needing you. The pain is immense, but not as bad as the pain when you realize that the whole routine has gotten &ldquo;normal&rdquo;&hellip;&rdquo;Gee, she&rsquo;s gone again&rdquo;. I never stopped worrying, but self-preservation required I sleep and attend to life while she was gone.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">In the end, I gave up on trying to &ldquo;parent&rdquo; her. I sought to maintain the relationship. It was hanging by a thread, but that thread was precious to me. It was the only link to her, the only way for her to find her way home. I simply explained that she knew how to live in my house, what was required. She had a choice to stay or go, no police, no hunting for her, no chasing her. Her choice&hellip;and she left&hellip;but the thread remained.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">I never refused her when she showed up again. This time was at 2am , drunk, half naked in winter, crying hysterically. This was after being gone for months. Where had she been? How did she get in this condition on my door step? I didn&rsquo;t care, just welcomed her back in again. Her words that night were &ldquo;I&rsquo;m done mom. I can&rsquo;t take it anymore, I want to come home&rdquo;.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">The thread got stronger. I quit being the enemy, I just shut up and let her suffer the consequences of her actions. Her choices, her consequences. I never, ever lied to her. If I knew the cops would pick her up or that she&rsquo;d be returned to juvie, or if I didn&rsquo;t know what would happen, I always told the truth. The thread got stronger.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Today she is 20. Her life......</font></strong></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Sat, 07 Jun 2008 17:34:59 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Welcome to the National Runaway Switchboard]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39960/</link><description><![CDATA[<p align="left">
<font color="#ff0000">Between 1.6 and 2.8 million youth run away in a year.&nbsp; Our mission at the National Runaway Switchboard is to help keep America&rsquo;s runaway and at-risk youth safe and off the streets. Our services are provided in part through funding from </font><a href="http://www.acf.hhs.gov/programs/fysb/" target="_blank"><u><font color="#ff0000">Family and Youth Services Bureau</font></u></a><font color="#ff0000"> in the Administration for Children and Families, U.S. Department of Health and Human Services. </font>
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<font color="#ff0000">Call 1-800-RUNAWAY if you are a teenager who is thinking of running from home, if you have a friend who has run and is looking for help, or if you are a runaway ready to go home through our </font><a href="http://www.1800runaway.org/youth_teens/home_free.html"><u><font color="#ff0000">Home Free program</font></u></a><font color="#ff0000">. Call if you are a teacher looking for information to pass along to your students about alternatives to running from home. Call if you care about a youth and want information on how you can help someone who may be at risk of running from home.</font>
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I kind of threw a fit a little bit, because I couldn't find it, I tore a hole in the house. My mom woke up and started yelling at me. She said I woke her up, and she started cursing at me and throwing things. She broke a glass, and also put a hole in the wall from a door she slammed against the wall, the handle broke through. She was saying stuff like, &quot;You kids are the most ungrateful, son's of bitches on the planet! You know what, I'm gonna run away! That's right, I'm gonna run away. You and (my brother, I won't give out his name, or mine.) can support your own sorry asses!&quot; And by that <br />
time, I was really scared, and I started for the door, I didn't even grab my shoes! I just ran out in the poring rain, in a T-shirt and jeans. And my mother was yelling after me, &quot;Fuck you, go to hell!&quot; </strong></font> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Like I said, I was scared, of a lot of things. I didn't even feel the rain outside, and I didn't care that my socks were wet, I just ran. I ran like a scared rabbit. I ran to my friends house, and I told her and her family what happened, and they let me stay the night. I was scared the whole time. Every time I heard a noise upstairs, cause we were in the basement, I thought my mom was there. I've been scared of her, from past experiences, but anyway I couldn't sleep all night. I dozed off, and woke up at every noise I heard.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">The next day, my mom called that friends house, and we talked for a few minutes, but I don't know if she remembers anything she does when she's drunk. I went home a little later, and we talked some more. I was home after that, and the rest of my family even stopped by to see if I was okay, but none......</font></strong></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:44:14 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Still on the Road]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39958/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>My name is Larry and I was 14 when I ran away from home. My mom and I argued constantly. One night it got so bad that she started hitting me. I couldn't take it any longer and I had to get out of there. </strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>It was 2:00am when I opened my window and jumped out. When my feet hit the ground I ran as fast as I could. I was a little chubby then so I couldn't run very fast but fast enough to get away. I went to a nearby highway going south and I started to follow it. I hitched a ride with some truckers who let me off somewhere in Ohio. I had no money so I had to steal food to eat. I had no where to go so I just kept walking. At night I wrapped up in the blanket I brought and slept in the deep ditch that I had been walking in. </strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>One day a police car pulled up beside me and a cop got out. He asked me where I was going and I said I was going to the next exit. That I had just got back from a sleepover and I was walking home. He told me to get in and I did. He pulled off on the next exit and asked me where my house was. I directed him to a nearby neighborhood. He asked which house and I looked around for a house that looked empty. I told him it was a house that looked as if no one was there. I got out of the car and he did too. He wanted to talk to my parents. I went up to the house and knocked hoping no one was there. I told the officer that my mom was at work. He gave me a long glare and said to keep off the highway. He back into his partol car and drove off. The instant he was out of sight I ran as fast as I could. </strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>From then on I took side roads. I went through people's trash for food and slept anywhere I thought it was somewhat safe. This went on for weeks and I was weak and tried from walking. Then I came to Columbus OH. I was tired of runing and walking. I decided to get a job there. I got a job at a local used book store telling them that my family was in trouble and I needed some money to support them. They didn't ask for much info. I started working there full time......</strong></font></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Fri, 06 Jun 2008 22:41:46 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Family Problems and Saved by God]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39897/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1"><strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#ff0000">I hate the fact about what my father has done to my mother so that my mother threw her emotion away by slapping my head with her hand or with another hard stuff every time I got bad marks at school and every time I didn't listen to what she said. I was a scared girl and I've seen that my father was about to kill her twice, first time he was about to shot her head with a gun he had when he was shooting the birds at our backyard and the second time he was about to kill her with a big kitchen knife. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1"><strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#ff0000">One day when my mom just came from hospital due to her sickness, when she just came back home my younger sister asked her for food. But because my mom was still tired and needed to take a rest, she decided to call a restaurant and buy the food she wanted. When the food is delivered my mom went to the front door but when she was in our car garage my father noticed that she didn't cook but bought a food outside. He became mad and he spit in her face. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1"><strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#ff0000">One night when my father decided to sleep in my bedroom due to the fight, I, who was sleeping, heard that my mom came into my bedroom to talk with my dad, but then my dad became mad and he pulled my mom's hair so hard and took her away from my bedroom with her hair in both of his hands. He thought I was sleeping, but I saw what he did. I saw all those happenings with my own eyes and every time I saw it I cried, but I cried in a hidden place so that they shouldn't know I was crying. So did my younger sister, too. </font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1"><strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" color="#ff0000">Years passed, my parents are finally divorced, I was very sad to face it but on the other side I also thought that it's the better way for them to be separated. One day when I and my sister were in our bedroom, my dad came to us, hugged us, told us about a story and cried. But I felt he was not really crying, I felt that it was fake so I said,&quot;just go away! We don't need you and stop crying because I know it is fake!&quot; He left the room and moved to another house with nothing in his hands.</font></strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif"><strong><font size="-1" color="#ff0000">Since then, my......</font></strong></font></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:27:42 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Once Upon a Time]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39895/</link><description><![CDATA[<p>
<strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Once upon a time I was a runaway who had lost my way. I thought that God had balled me up like a piece of trash and thrown me away. Living my life day y day waiting for my turn. I listened to angry music to get me by to make me strong so that I didn't feel alone. </font></strong>
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<strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">I made a family of my own out on the streets thank God. The family I made was true to me. They helped me care lifted me up and brought me to see this wasn't how life was meant to be. You can read a story I wrote on here 4 years ago when I was still on the streets. </font></strong>
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<strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">About a week after this story was written my soon to be husband made me promise to go home. He told me he loved me but I needed to go home or he couldn't be with me. Finally someone who cared just enough to give me a hug for an hour if I needed it, someone to hold my hand when it was hard and I couldn't make through the day alone. And now me and this angel from heaven are getting married in a month 3 years and 7 months and two days after I wrote my story in here, and we have a beautiful baby boy who is 6 months old. </font></strong>
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<strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">I guess my point is it's possible to grow to be a strong person and pull through. I mean I would have never thought I would be here that day. I wanted nothing more then to die but this man from God loved me and I knew it would kill him to see me do this and I loved him and still do. God blessed me even when I didn't believe. You can to.</font></strong>
</p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:26:44 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[On the Other Side of the Streets]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39894/</link><description><![CDATA[<p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>I am writing this because I know how lucky I am to have gotten out on the other side... I hope that somehow.. some day I can help just one kid who may think leaving home is a good idea.<br /> <br />
I was 15 when I left home. There were many reasons that I am sure most kids go through, but when I had an experience with date rape and told my mother who said it was my fault&quot; what did I expect&quot; I decided to bolt. I figured I could take care of myself better than anyone so I left. The problem is once you get out on the street you realize that it isn't that easy. You cant get a job because you cant give your name, you cant eat without stealing or hooking. You become a shell of a human, you go from worrying about the guy in 5th period thinking your a dork to worrying if you are going to get raped or worse. I slept where ever I could find a place to flop. I spent many a night behind a local grocery store and would get up really early in the morning before the delivery trucks would come. I would raid the dumpster to get the day old bread or the bruised fruit to eat. I would use local fast food places to wash up in ( as best as you can anyway).</strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>I hooked up with a small time drug dealer and began to work for him delivering drugs. I was sexually assaulted by a customer. I remember thinking how can I get out of this without going home and admitting defeat. The turning point was the day I got arrested for shoplifting at the grocery store I was sleeping behind. When the police arrived they asked me if I would like to spend the night in jail. I just looked up at him in utter defeat and said it would be better than where I slepted last night. I spent a few days in Juvi, which is no picnic either... if you think the streets are bad... do a sleep over in Juvi! A few days later I met with my &quot;case worker&quot; he was very nice. I was placed in a foster home and my parents were contacted. After some negotiation I was allowed to go and live with relatives. </strong></font> </p> <p> <font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000"><strong>I completed high school......</strong></font></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:25:37 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[Not the same old story]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/39893/</link><description><![CDATA[<td width="127">&nbsp;</td>&nbsp;
<td width="549">&nbsp;</td> <p align="center"> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Not the same old story</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">My mother got cancer when I was 14, so my parents (mother and stepfather) sent me to live with my aunt and uncle in Wyoming. I hated every day I was there, but somehow I made it through an entire year and returned to live with my parents the next year. I suppose part of me never forgave my parents for sending me away.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">When I returned home, my mother was still bedridden in recovery from her cancer and her doctor advised her that my stepfather should take over the &ldquo;parenting role.&rdquo; Since my mother wasn&rsquo;t around to see anything I did, it gave my stepfather complete control over my life. My stepfather would lie to my mother about me and my mother would believe him (And why not? Wouldn&rsquo;t you believe your spouse?). One time, I spoke to my mother and explained that he was lying to her and she said something I&rsquo;ll never forget: &ldquo;I won&rsquo;t believe that this man lied!&rdquo; (Motioning to my stepfather).</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">That&rsquo;s when I knew that I had to get out. The next time my stepfather made up a story about me (the next day), I yelled back at him and he told me that if I didn&rsquo;t like the rules, I could get out. I DIDN&rsquo;T like the rules so I left. I was 15 at the time.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">I went to live with a friend and his parents for the first few months. I got a job at a burger joint down the street and I worked as many hours as I could. A couple of months after I left, I went drinking with some buddies and ended up being arrested and charged with a minor in possession of alcohol, so I had to go to court. Of course, a notice was sent to my parent&rsquo;s home, so my father showed up in court. He spoke to the judge and made up more lies about me (he actually lied on the witness stand) and, to make a long story short, I was sentenced to 30 days in juvenile detention.</font></strong> </p> <p> <strong><font face="Verdana, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif" size="-1" color="#ff0000">Before me, the most anyone in my county had ever gotten for a minor in possession of alcohol was 7 days in juvy. I felt it was unfair to......</font></strong></p>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Thu, 05 Jun 2008 23:21:38 GMT</pubDate></item><item><title><![CDATA[SOLUTIONS FOR ALL THE PROBLEMS U R HAVING]]></title><link>http://blog.bitcomet.com/post/25382/</link><description><![CDATA[<h5><font color="#ff0000">&nbsp;<img style="width: 58px; height: 43px" src="/Emotions2/mogu/8.gif" border="0" alt="" width="74" height="52" align="absMiddle" /></font><font color="#ff0000">&quot;11&quot; Popular problem solution below</font></h5> <p> <font color="#ff0000">&nbsp;<font style="background-color: #808080">Best converter for VIDEO files and how to use and converting solutions</font> </font> </p> <div class="blog_my_content"> <div id="postbody"> <p> <font color="#ff0000"><font style="background-color: #ffffff"><strong><font style="background-color: #000000">0.To convert movie or any other video the best and the easiest to use is:</font> </strong>&quot;Winavi ipod video converter&quot;,in this coverter you can convert MPEG4 file,ipod format file,psp format file and 3gp for mobile.</font> </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">(a)Download the winavi converter which ever you want for the purpose as there are different uses converters from </font><a href="http://www.winavi.com/"><font color="#ff0000">www.winavi.com</font></a><font color="#ff0000"> or you can download it from </font><a href="http://www.download.com/"><font color="#ff0000">www.download.com</font></a><font color="#ff0000"> or any other site. </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">(b).Remember not to be WORRIED when you use it says to bi. </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">Just add the following name and code to use it- </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000"><font color="#ff0000"><strong>name: Regnow Order<br />
code: EBE95B780B867091C8F6D58FE5B65B9EBA6E8D9D2075F3A5</strong></font> </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">This password can be used to run any winavi. </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">(c).While converting videos always try to download .avi files as these get converted perfectly and other files may convert and if they do then causes no sound etc. </font> </p> <p> <font color="#ff0000">(d).Sometimes while converting it says broken file canot convert than don't worry just download &quot;Xvid 1.1.0&quot; it is just less than 1mb file and solves 99% of convertng problems. It can be downloaded by searching it in google or the sites you prefer to download stuffs or go to </font><a href="http://www.download.com.(there/"><font color="#ff0000">www.download.com.(there</font></a><font color="#ff0000"> are may converters but most of them are not full version and not so good.</font> </p>......</div></div>]]></description><author>ethan_woodstock99</author><pubDate>Mon, 26 May 2008 07:07:07 GMT</pubDate></item></channel></rss>