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Scholarship..

zord_el (zord) — Fri, 09 May 2008 08:23:19 GMT

Finally the answer had come... I have recieved the PETRONAS scholarship to study in the PETRONAS Technology University.. But at the same time, I am waiting for the PSD scholarship, the govenment scholarship also.. Since my dad said he believes that I'm going to get it, (maybe he is a little optimistic) so now I'm in a state of confusion... I dun wan to worry later because I had experienced problems when I procrastinate big decisions like this.. So now I'm really dunno wat to do.. To choose which one if I get both.. But if I don't get PSD scholarship, I would be glad since I know already then what I'm gonna go for...

The Bourne Trilogy

zord_el (zord) — Thu, 08 May 2008 14:36:49 GMT

Yesterday I watched finish the Bourne trilogy.. Hell that was an exciting trilogy.. Haha.. It was so fun watching Bourne plan strategies in a few seconds.. And his ability to surprise people with his plans are just astounding and incredibly smart.. Of all the movies that is based on action flick, I have never enjoyed a movie so incredible as this.. And that's something, being unable to watch Rambo, what more liking it.. I just dislike meaningless violence.. But Bourne was different.. In his search to find his identity, he became a vigilante and a saviour.. And the theme song is just PERFECT! Haha.. In Bourne Ultimatum ending, when the girl smiled and the song starts before showing Bourne, I loved the moment the most in the movie.. Haha..

Mother's Day!

zord_el (zord) — Mon, 05 May 2008 09:49:21 GMT

Hey.. This is really a special day to all our mom I'm sure.. But as I was thinking about this, i glimpsed upon BitComet calender.. Imagine my surprise when I saw that Mother's Day was yesterday! I was confounded.. And then I remembered an article on Wikipedia on an occasion that happens on different date but celebrated throughout the world.. So here's a question for ALL who read this post.. When do you celebrate Mother's Day? In my place, its the second Sunday of May..

Decision, decision, decision..

zord_el (zord) — Mon, 05 May 2008 08:01:42 GMT

AHHH!!!! Man, why life have to be so complicated? Why do we need to make so many nerve-wrecking decision! Arg.. This is so.. frustrating? I dunno what to say ady.. Now I am waiting for the scholarship result and its so frustrating to think if I will obtain it or not.. I am just blur.. Sometimes, I wonder how will be our life if we do not need to make big decision or at least never regret any major decision? It will be way better.. Haiz.. Just watched Ironman.. Very nice movie.. Hehe.. Made me even more inspired to become a mechanical engineer.. Haha.. Weapons engineer? Nah.. Not to that extent.. Haha.. And also watched Sunshine at home after finished playing at CC with some frenz.. Mad storyline but if we want a reality in movie, why am I even watching movie? Haha.. Anyway..Which is better, guitar or harmonica? Yeah I know guitar is better but I do like the sound of harmonica.. Lol.. Maybe have to take it seriously after this.. haha..

A Bit About My Ex-Teachers!

zord_el (zord) — Tue, 29 Apr 2008 12:10:31 GMT

First of all, I took this idea from my fren.. So credits to him.. Secondly, anyone felt hurt about this, plz tell me.. I'll try to edit or remove things that u don't like..

1. Pn. Leela

My classteacher for 2 years.. She put quite a high hope on me.. But sorry teacher, maybe due to my laziness I didn't get what u want me to get.. But you were a good motivator.. But I felt you are really a good listener if someone tried to talk to you.. So thanks for being a pillar in my last 2 years in school!

2. Pn. Thevanei

My Chemistry for 2 years too.. A VERY dedicated teacher, with a sense of responsibility, maybe a bit too much, but a very good teacher with a huge array of knowledge in her head.. But unfortunately maybe due to her communication skill, which seems overboard, make people get bored fairly quickly when she relays her knowledge to her student.. A bit lenient towards some student, but not to be blamed because its normal reaction......

Looking At The Sky

zord_el (zord) — Mon, 28 Apr 2008 13:16:16 GMT

Have you ever wondered what are you looking at when you are watching the sky at night? i have always wondered that.. Sometimes I am just lost in the view of the sky, looking at the countless stars that fills the sky with brilliance that dazzles your mind.. Haha.. But its really breath taking when you see a sky that is filled with thousands of stars.. Its very difficult to see sky filled up entirely with stars but there was an occasion when I woke up at 4.00a.m, to go to cybercafe near my house.. Haha.. But that day, after I readied myself to walk to the cybercafe, which is a 5 minutes walk, I locked my house and departed.. On the way I was at peace with the surroundings that stood so still.. And then, something made me look up.. That was the time when I was literally said "Oh My God... " and at the same time standing in the middle of the road.. I was overjoyed.. Looking at the sky with that view had really captured my breath.. It was the first time I ever had seen so many stars......

My Typing Speed

zord_el (zord) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 12:18:55 GMT

Just found out that my typing speed was just 40 words per minute.. Haha.. I know I know.. Damn slow.. But I still got time to improve.. So I'll try to train myself to type faster..

Oh NO!!

zord_el (zord) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 11:39:31 GMT

Oh yeah.. Oh My God.. When I woke up today I was thinking today was Saturday.. And then later at night when i was having my supper I found out today was actually Sunday.. Oh man.. I dunno myself.. Sitting at home nearly for three months without doing anything other than using Internet and once in a while going out with my frenz made me an introvert.. Or what I think of mysefl anyway.. I am just clueless on what to do.. Its just that I never had the determination to do anything.. And besides, all my life usually revolves around studying.. At that time I always wished for holidays to come quickly.. Now I think I'm dreading of the mere mention of holiday.. Haiz.. I am just clueless on what to do.. What u guys did in your break time?

Not A Biggie Day..

zord_el (zord) — Sun, 27 Apr 2008 07:06:32 GMT

Today just watched a Tamil movie.. Pokkiri.. A very nice movie.. The only movie I prefer to watch more than any conventional movie cause 90% of Tamil movies revolves around love.. Nothing else.. Nearly every movie I have watched has a bit of love in it if not all... But in some movie, the main theme is not love but others.. Like Pokkiri, the main theme is fighting gangsters.. To eradicate violence, a police officer worked undercover to bring down the biggest group of gangsters in his hometown.. And thats why it is one of my favourite Tamil movie.. Wish there is a cool Tamil movie like Matrix or Initial D.. But thats too much to expect for now I think... Haha..

The Mist

zord_el (zord) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 12:09:10 GMT

Just watched the movie The Mist based on the novel Stephen King.. I'm not an avid fan of SK but his novels is in a way intriguing and pretty nerve wracking when you read it.. i have no idea what impact it would give a person who have been reading happily ever after novel all the time and exposed to his writing... Must be a real shock to someone like that..I remember I was pretty much surprised at his novel ending when I first took his novel, Dreamcatcher and finished it in 3 hours.. Pretty engrossed I was in the novel till I was snapped back by the novel's ending.. Something told me at that time SK is not your typical novelist.. So I dug up more of his books and found him a different kind of novelist.. An interesting novelist that I became his fan on that day.. And this is the first time I am seeing a movie based on his novel... To tell the truth I am pretty spooked up.. That movie was real spooky.. At the end.. I was sayin "God please not the army, not the army.. "......

Warning! You May Have A Good Health!

zord_el (zord) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:39:49 GMT

THE 12 WARNING SIGNS OF GOOD HEALTH*; (If several or more appear, you may rarely need to visit a doctor.); 1. Regular flare-ups of a supportive network of friends and family.; 2. Chronic positive expectations.; 3. Repeated episodes of gratitude and generosity.; 4. Increased appetite for physical activity.; 5. Marked tendency to identify and express feelings.; 6. Compulsion to contribute to society.; 7. Lingering sensitivity to the feelings of others.; 8. Habitual behavior related to seeking new challenges.; 9. Craving for peak experiences.; 10. Tendency to adapt to changing conditions.; 11. Feelings of spiritual involvement.; 12. Persistent sense of humor.
: *Adapted from a posting on a computer bulletin board in Waldport, Oregon, author unidentified. Reprinted in Whole Earth Review (Winter 1994), a compendium of brash thinking and lofty ideas.

Are You An Internet Addict?

zord_el (zord) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 05:36:40 GMT

Signs that you are an Internet Addict

1.) You refer to going to the bathroom as downloading.

2.) You step out of your room and realize that your parents have

moved and you don't have a clue as to when it happened.

3.) Your bookmark takes 15 minutes to go from top to bottom.

4.) Your nightmares are in HTML and GIFS.

5.) You turn off your modem and get this awful empty feeling,

like you just pulled the plug on a loved one.

6.) You start introducing yourself as "Jim at net dot com"

7.) Your heart races faster and beats irregularly each time you

see a new WWW site address on TV.

8.) You turn on your intercom when leaving the room so you can

hear if new e-mail arrives.

9.) Your wife drapes a blond wig over your monitor to remind you

of what she looks like.

10.) All of your friends have an @ in their names.

11.) When looking at a web page full of someone else's links,

you notice all of them are already highlighted in purple.

12.) Your dog has its own home page.

13.) You can't call your mother... She doesn't......

Why by Ayaka lyrics.. Music below my page..

zord_el (zord) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:58:22 GMT

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Hitomi no oku ga boyake te mie nai

kokoro no soko no kimochi wa aru no ?

sekai no subete wo te ni shi ta toshite mo

sore ga anata no shiawase na no ?

Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?

Why? waratte mise te yo

kotoba ni suru no ga heta na

anata no seikaku wakaru kara

tooi mukashi ni nani ga atta no ?

shisen wo sorasu anata no hitomi ni

hitori de samishii yoru ni dakishime rareru

sonna atataka sa shitteru ?

Why? doushite katachi ni kodawaru no ?

Why? kokoro wo hirai te

ookina nimotsu wo seotta

anata wo ukeire rareru chikara

aru wa shinji te mi te ?

Ohh..Yeaahh

jiyuu na hito wa bukiyou de ?

jiyuu na hito wa fuan de ?

Why? kodoku na sora wo miageru no ?

Why? waratte mise te yo

kotoba ni suru no ga heta na

anata no seikaku wakaru kara

shinji te mi te

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The haze beyond your eyes clouds......

New Music Player

zord_el (zord) — Sat, 26 Apr 2008 02:05:28 GMT

Well a few days ago I recommended the song Why by Ayaka.. So now you can listen to the song by scrolling down my page.. Listen to the song and give your opinion on the song.. And its in japanese so if u really need to understand the lyrics then don't bother..

Love or... (Cont)

zord_el (zord) — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 23:21:10 GMT

Hmm.. Recieved some comments on the post Love or... Reading their comments.. Hmm.. I dunno.. But I'll say nevertheless its everyone's own choice.. So if you wanna know what happens at the end well, you have to start reading the Golden Compass series.. Just don't go to the last book and start reading the last chapter.. Just go slowly and I'm sure you will be also touched by the ending.. Well, its just a story but somehow, if its true, lol..

Another Outing With Frenz

zord_el (zord) — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 11:46:44 GMT

Well today I'm pretty tired as I'm typing this.. Maybe I will crash early today.. Lol.. Today went to the mall with some frenz and hang out, watched a not very good movie, and played DotA like freaks.. Haha.. Thats what happens when i go out with my frenz.. Well I mostly enjoy the hanging out part, because when I play at cybercafe, I feel bored as nowadays I just stuck in front of the computer reading manga or something else, usually Stumbling.. What do you people do when you have free time? I mean something that you really enjoy and some things that u just do because u feel like it.. Because I'm really bored at home.. And work is, well, lets say its no point.. Not that I'm lazy or I don't want to work, but its due to other complication.. So usually I'm stuck at home, surfing web for the whole day.. Haiz.. Really want to start my tertier studies.. Even though I know I'll say the opposite thing later.. Hmm, human usually never satisfied with what they got.. Haha..

Love or...

zord_el (zord) — Fri, 25 Apr 2008 08:53:19 GMT

Well, the title may really bore some people.. Haha.. I know I would be.. But just hear my thought out.. It was gnawing on my mind for a very long time.. So i wanted to put it out of my mind.. Well, it all started yesterday night.. I was finishing a book and the ending was really touching.. So the thought formed on my mind slowly, stirring till I realised it when I was playing DotA with my friends.. Somehow, if u found a person that u love, after enduring hard times with her and u realised your feelings after a while only.. But when both of you realised you were deep in love, well, of course you will be full with love for the other person.. OK, lets add another factor to the strength of the love.. Lol.. Imagine both of you had lost your parents.. So you are left alone in the world.. But that didn't bothered you at all.. Then when both of you felt your love for each other growing more and more that u feel that leaving the person will kill you, both of you have to leave.. And I mean......

Ayaka - Why

zord_el (zord) — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 13:12:36 GMT

Hey people.. Just wanna recommend something.. If you can listen to a song without understanding the lyrics, well do give a try with Ayaka's Why.. It was the ending theme of Crisis Core : Final Fantasy VII and as many knows I'm sure, FF always have a very nice music in any of its theme.. So just give the song a chance and DO tell me what do u think of the song.. U can find it in the torrents in Mininova.. If you wish to hear more FF soundtracks, I recommend Crisis Core's soundtrack.. :)

Edit: Added the playlist with the help of a person.. Thanks!!

A Day of Contemplation and Surprises..

zord_el (zord) — Thu, 24 Apr 2008 12:52:32 GMT

Just watched Meet The Robinsons.. A very nice movie and thought me a lot of things.. First, when u get a time machine, go find your dad when he was a kid.. Secondly, never leave the garage door open. Thirdly, never invent wacko hat with AI in it. Haha.. Just kidding.. But if there is anything I am reminded by the movie, it is that a quote from a saying from Walt Disney, keep moving forward. Watching the movie really showed me that sometimes, we have to let go of your past and move forward, even the past tempts you to dwell on it so that u can go on with your life in despair.. That is something that no one wants for sure.. Anyway, today nothing special happened. Just talked to some frens. And found out that someone had a similar, well, nearly similar dream akin to mine. An unexpected person. But as I'm learning everyday, life is full of challenges and unexpected things. Or else, what is the use of each of us going through the greatest adventure of all, the life itself? Haha..

A Boring Day..

zord_el (zord) — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 10:04:34 GMT

Hmm.. I have made up my mind.. If I don't get any scholarships, I'll go do my A-levels.. Thats decided, now i have to go seek for the best place for me to do my a-levels.. Lol.. Thats another headache.. Although i know all the college is nearly the same when it comes to A-levels, i wan the best for my studies.. Already I have burdened my parents if I do my A-levels so I want to do my best.. Lol.. Life is indeed tough.. Haha...

About Forbidden Kingdom..

zord_el (zord) — Wed, 23 Apr 2008 09:34:44 GMT

Yosh! Haha.. Whats up everyone.. Today was no biggie.. Watched a movie, The Forbidden Kingdom and simply loved it although it could be done a bit better.. The storyline was just sufficient although i was content with the appearance of 3 of my all time favourite actor and actress.. Jackie Chan, Jet Li, and Liu Yi Fei!!! Haha.. She is my favourite actress for a very long time.. I knew her from a series she was in as the heroine.. The Legend of Condor Hero, in 2006 if i wasn't mistaken.. She was really pretty but had something that really dulls her delightful face.. Lack of expression.. Even in the series she rarely shows any feeling or emotion but then i guess that what that make her the perfect one for the role.. Although she rarely shows any emotion, when she smiles she's really pretty.. Lol.. There I go again talking too much again... Lol.. To tell the truth the movie is really interesting as I can see many elements blended into it.. So if you are thinking of watching it, don't waste......

In a Confused State..

zord_el (zord) — Tue, 22 Apr 2008 07:19:37 GMT

Haiz.. So I'm left typing another blog on here.. Lol... Hmm... Maybe i should update my other blog as well.. Anyway.. Here am I sitting in front of the computer, bemusing whether I should do my mechanical engineering in UniTeN or just do my A-levels in Singapore if I didn't get either JPA or UTP scholarship.. Its so confusing to decide what to do in my life.. Well I guess its all the education and the parents fault.. Not that i intentionally want to point to somebody or put the blame on someone else, its just that since i was raised I am just pushed to excel in my studies.. I need to get all As in my subjects.. Both the education system and my parents insist on that for 10 years.. Its until I have finished my high school general exam that I realised the mistake I was doing all my life.. Spending my time on my studies and did not excel in anything other else than examination.. Guess its my fault for not opening my eyes earlier.. Anyway, there I go again, blabbering on......

About Me..

zord_el (zord) — Mon, 21 Apr 2008 11:47:13 GMT

Me just a normal kid... 17 this year...Like a typical kid facing daily problems like driving license, where to go to study, study at uni or A levels.. For now... Later I'm not sure what path i'm going to be taking.. And unlike a typical teenager I like to think question that is not normally asked like does spirit exists and if not does soul is even inside of us or it is just a figmented imaginary thing that is used to describe our mental conciousness.. Lol... As i told ya, I'm both normal and not at the same time.. Thats all for now.. Maybe there will be a part 2.. Lol...