1.  The opposite of love isn't hate, it's INDIFFERENCE.

2.  Without expectations you will never be let down.

3.  You are who you are when NO ONE is watching.

   can_i_grab_you/TUBIG_NA_BASA, where are you when I need you! If you were here I probably wouldn't be bored. I miss you.......What are you doing? Who are you with? Do you miss me? Hahahaha i'm trippin'. Oh well.

   I can't sleep yet coz I have to bring my sister to work at about 3 am.  It's 2:38 am. Oh well I guess i'll just go and fix my music on my pc. Aloha goodbye!

ouch my tummy hurts!

I feel like my thoughts are so scattered.  My mind shifts from this to that in a matter of seconds.  Anyway, back to CIGY.  What do i wanna say about him? Hmmmmm.... Even if I haven't seen him in person I can say that I like him.  Not like, like.  Uhm, how do i put it?  Well, i'm fond of him and I look forward to chatting with him.  It's wierd for me coz I never was much of a "chatter".  Right now I even think that me liking him is shallow and a bit cheezy.  No offense :)

There are a gazillion guys on the planet but hardly do you find someone whom you have chemistry with.  I found that with him I guess.  He is sooooo my......

   I am kinda embarrassed with my current situation. You are automatically considered a "loony" the moment people learn that you see a shrink in this country. 

   One is not allowed to mix anti-depressants and alcohol.  They say it could be fatal. So, when I go clubbin' or to parties etc. and people ask me why I don't have a bottle of beer or a martini glass in hand, I just say whatever comes to mind first.  The usual answer that pops up is that i'm taking antibiotics that's why i can't have any alcohol. But of course that answer only saves me for a week or up to ten days haha. After a month, and the same person asks me why i'm havin' iced tea and i still say antibiotics he's gonna think that my body serves as a......

   I can't believe that i'm actually starting my own blog.  I see myself as a very private person so having my own blog is, or should i say "was" out of the question.  This blog thing i guess started out from boredom and the go signal came from the thought that no one i know will ever get to read any of the sh*t I put into this.  Thus the intro.

   I'm not much of a writer.  I used to hate writing papers for school.  As a matter of fact, I wasn't able to finish my college thesis (or should i say "I haven't finshed?" waaaaaaaaa).  The closest i've come to writing......