So things arn't looking up yet but i'm sure they will be soon, really wanting to get away fom it all for a while. Looking for a job as a chalet  girl or something in France so I can ski, wishing I had some kind of childcare qualification so I could be a resort nanny but i'm sure i'll be able to do that one day.

Full of the cold at the moment :( feeling all stuffy and gross.

On the plus side things are going really well with the new man, I really enjoy the time......

Males you might want to avoid this one but its your decision.

So since my last post I got made redundant from the job I loved got tested for STI's and came up positive for genital warts and chlamydia. Am still looking for a new job and the pennies are running out.

The weirdest thing is I havn't had a period for about 10 and a half weeks and I'm losing an awful lot of hair also got pretty spotty, could all be due to stress but could be......

In Scotland we have a big drinking culture, I dont know if its the same in other countries but here you would usually be drunk for the first time at abt age 13, for me I was 16 the first time i got properly drunk. (In scotland you can't legally buy alcohol till you are 18 but its easy enough to get anyway)

Anyway my point is last night I went out and drank:

half a bottle of apple sourz

a double......

Realised I've been neglecting my blog since I moved flat, got internet in ages ago but just havn'e felt inclined to write anything.

So a wee update on my life, Works going good I still really enjoy it theres a slight downer with the threat of the social work trying to take away the funding used to pay my wages but we are meeting with them on the 28th I think and hopefully it should be resolved then.

On the man front its all slightly messy, turned out my......

Isn't it weird how things change as you get older.

Fizzy drinks stop being juice and start being mixers.

you start doing everything you can to keep your clothes clean.

puddles are for stepping over not jumping in.

Being called a child becomes an insult.

Sex stops being funny/embarrassing and starts being fun.

Is it just me or do other people still jump in puddles when nobody is watching?......

Could you all go to this site. http://www.petitiononline.com/noagency/petition.html and sign the petition if you agree with the sentiments. The big issue here is disability rights but if the social work continue to try and force an agency in I will lose my job.

please help

-x-Kat-x-

In other news... The boyfriend and I are back together, the break hasn't made any difference whatsoever. I'll keep you updated

Love you all

-x-Kat-x-......

Me and the boy are on a break for a fortnight, no seeing each othe or texting or phonecalls or anything.

So i was thinking, should i go blonde in my two weeks of singleness? would i suit it? would he hate it? would i really have more fun?

Let me know what you think.

-x-Kat-x-

I must apologise profusely for forgetting to write for like aaages!

So.... I now have a job, have celebrated my first ever dating anniversary and done some modelling.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/kennymathieson/3252117300/

The modelling was done last night and heres the only photo I have from it.

Anyway sorry again, more will be coming soon but right now I have a boyfriend lying naked on my bed. Yummy

-x-Kat-x- 

This is my 10th time in this stupid fucking mess, the first eight times I did it my way. I waited. I lived my life going to school like normal, waiting for the decision to be made for me, waiting to see what would come.

The drops of blood or the life sentence.

It was always the blood, there wasn't going to be a baby, not this time. Then comes the pain, mixed with relief.

 ......

The other day I put an advert up on gumtree asking for a job as a nanny, home help, carer, anything along that  line. I've posted ads on Gumtree before looking for someone to run with but this time I used a picture, the one of me in a black strapless dress, it seems to make all the difference... So far I have received two offers to be a nanny and an offer to walk a wee boy home from nursery, fairly normal, the kind of thing I expected.......

Happy new year everyone!!

and happy birthday to meee! 

Have you made new years resolutions? or is that just a british thing?

I've made loads but of course i'll only keep one or two.

Number 1: Sort my life out, I've quit uni now i need a job so i can pay my rent.

Number 2: stop being a grumpy little bitch, I actually stomped my foot in the supermarket the other day. I've turned into such a brat and the boyfriend gets most of it.......

Why ban my post?

Kat

I'm having a wee clear out of my room and clothes and stuff. My boobs have grown a fair bit recently along with my hips. After trying on every bra I own I have 6 left, most of the rest didn't cover anything!

I also tidied up my shoe collection, 21 pairs of shoes, when i moved here I think I had 4.

Oh and pants (panties to anyone who isn't british i think?) I have so many pairs of pants, at least 40.

So here I......

Sorry I haven't written anything for a while I just haven't been in the mood for it.

I am still with the boyfriend, my little 'discovery' somehow managed to shake me out of the cloud of depression I've been under for a while, I developed what I think is agoraphobia since then but thats a post for another day.

This weekend I am staying at the boyfriends house because his parents are away, something happened that really made......

Last night at about half 8 I was bored, the boyfriend was in my bed asleep where he had been since 7. I woke him up to ask him to watch the fireworks with me fom the window but he wanted more sleep so i let him be.

I didnt want to wake him up so being bored off my tits (yes i know its an odd saying it just means really really bored) I saw his phone and picked it up to do a sudoku on it, after two sudoku's he was still asleep and i was still bored so i did something i really......

I'm 5ft 9 and weigh about 66 kg, I know thats an odd mix of imperial and metric but i cant be bothered converting it. I've been ill recently and have lost my appetite, i'm pretty much only hungry when i wake up.

So... my point is I've been eating less than 500 calories a day, something like; a yoghurt, a glass of smoothie and a few biscuits with cheese.

I don't excercise much I stay fit by walking everywhere.

I love......

As you probably guessed my name is Katherine, I'm an 18 (nearly 19) year old student from Scotland i have just started second year studying child health nursing. It's amazing with the amount of things that can go wrong in pregnancy, birth and childhood that theres anybody left on the planet.

I have a wonderful boyfriend who i've been with for ooh nearly 9 months now, thats a long time for me and surprising as I just can't do......

love to you all

 -x-kat-x- 

ooh i did it