Hiya, hope you are well. With what you are about to read is true, it did really happen but I do not want pity just understanding......
If you have read my answers to bitcomets game then you will know who this is applied to. If not then let me enlighten you. Early hours of 18/02/07 I made the fatal mistake of getting into a fake cab. As usual I got into the front seat as I ironically I didn't feel safe sitting in the back. He started going down side streets, when I questioned him on this he replied that he needed to get something. Next thing I knew he had pulled up in a dead end. I am not going to go into detail but I was raped. Approx 5weeks later I did a video ID & succesfully id\d the right person. The court case was horrible but Im glad I went through with it as I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. He was charged on 2 counts & sentenced to 7years. This poem is for any others that may have gone through the same.
When you looked at me what did you see?
When you touched my skin what did you feel?
Did you really think I wanted you?
How many times did I have to say no?
Was I not crying when you took me that way?
Do you sit and ponder on what you did
Or do you still sit in ignorance
To your sickening sin
When I close my eyes Its your face I see
Do you realise the pain you've given
The heavy feeling I have deep within
All the tears I've cried
I feel for your wife and the children you have
How do they feel?
How do they cope?
To close my eyes & not see you
To walking down the street
To getting in a cab
Many a thing I havn't been able to do
I will never forget but with my strength
I will get over what you did, will you?
I thank my friends,
For being my strength when I needed it most
I'd like to thank you
For reading this post
