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I always watched you through someone elses eyes,
You never could see through my smoke and mirrors.
I have to be disguised,
So you can't penetrate my heart.

I always touched you with someone elses hands,
Your silky, smooth skin under his rough touch.
Because he understands,
Unlike me, that love is never ever forever.

I always held you with someone elses soul,
So gently, always careful not to break you.
In part I made you whole,
But it was always him and never me you felt.

I always loved you through someone elses kiss,
Your full lips were always too good for mine.
Through him I was your bliss,
But never could you know that it was me.