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Size: Large, Medium, Small Mon May 19, 08 03:09 PM | Category: All
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What its like..

its like this from time to time i find myself thinking of you ill close my eyes and see ur face ill find myself fore sum reason thinking ur gona be here. Sumtimes i think i hear u sayn my name. It leaves me to were i find myself crying unable to breath. Sum nights ill have a dream and ill wake up to u not being there n  have to realize ur gone n ur not comn back sumtimes i hear a song n  ill think back to a time when we were driving a song id change cuz i didnt like country n how ud get mad wrinkle ur nose and cross ur arms n id change it back just to watch urface glow n u smile. sumtimes i glance over  just to look at  the empty passenger seat n hope i see you there just to maybe see ur face .over this time  I try n be strong im trying to let go but all im doing is living a lie i know i have so much to offer so much inside but im left here. sumtimes i get so low that ill even contimplate suicide i know why my friends chose to end there lifes i know why they gave up but i wonder can i really do that. im glad ur happy n uve found love. im glad u can smile n be happy n you moved on. im sorry that i messed up i quess i deserved to be left here like all the rest alone just like always. take ur time ur no different then any of the others that have broken there promise ur all the same ill find myself sumwhere in the end. u were so scared of me so scared u didnt even take the time to see how much i cared in the end all u could do was run u couldnt even look me in the face n say goodbye u left me just like kelly did without a word but its ok ill move on itll just take more time im sorry i hope it all works out. For those who know this pain i hope in ur own ways u find peace i guess nothing lasts forever. n for the girls that say were the cheats the imature ones who cant make up are mind  the ones who play games dont be so quick to judge everyone is different ill leave u with a quote i read sumwhere. "Everyone spends there lives looking for love when all u simply have to do is find sumone n make it."
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Sara1970 (Sara) Tue May 20, 08 06:22 AM

Beautiful and sad at the same time.....I believe that as long as your love is nurtured

and never taken for granted it will continue to grow into something wonderful...

Take care

Always keep a dream in your heart!
googooo (sharon) Wed May 21, 08 02:35 AM
dave195809 (south african dave) Fri May 23, 08 01:39 AM

great post

To all the fantastic people on bitcomet love you all

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