A 9000ninja Anbu's Blog

sorry its been so long since ive last written i apologize lifes been kinda hectic new gf and alot of stuff going down n e ways plz enjoy thks for ur time 

An  Alexander Edgar Poling  J.R. aka
9000ninja Anbu Moto  original poem please enjoy and do not steal.



so suddenly the thought came as i look down to see the time
so many seconds minutes hours days weeks month years have passed
all in there perpectiaul design
i realize i dont remember anymore how long from me you've been away
i also realize i dont care about you anymore
sumone else has came and takn my heart away
so many nights i spent alone
no sex no love no passion or thoguhts of lust
but then she came into my life
and so swiftly
given me a new feeling of taste smell hearing and touch
and even tho the clock still ticks
as each of my fingers hits the key
i once thought it was with you who id spend with all eternity
but now as i write this i know deep down i was oh so wrong
cuz ive never felt more alive then when i hear her just sign on
i never once thought id care or ever live so deep
its like for the past 20 years my heart was in a deep surpressive sleep
for whatever reason she met me and tiffany became my new girlfriend
its something i didnt except shes gives me so much to live for
when i never used to want to even breath in the end
for all the trials and memories of pain i kept of you held deep inside
it took not so long for her to catch me
for you i will no longer keep any feelings sheltered inside
from the deep color of her eyes and the clear complection of her skin
from the way she is so gentle and able to calm my spirit from within
i always knew down inside i was truelly a man of love
but it wasnt until i let you go i truelly knew what i was made of
so thank you for letting me go and making me feel such a pain
cuz know that i got her in my life i can realize
what you lost and for you i feel shame
but heres to you
and i hope to give you some peace
i hope you can learn to feel even a fraction of my new found ease
Because in side im burning with passion for my new found love
for me your nothing but a gohst this is the last time youll ever be thought of.