I was walking to get some food for my pets and myself, wallowing in my own misery. I put A can on the railroad track that I was walking on (thinking how cool it would be to see it crushed because I knew by the lights that you see on the tracks that A train was coming) to see it crushed when i got back .I went to the mall and saw all sorts of people. I saw happy people, people that I knew were criminals, drunks, grandmas, moms and dads. I saw a fight in the parking lot of a sporting goods store ( I told a father with his son to call the cops, he said, "for what". I said, "Are you retarded" and pointed to the fight. He then called the cops and reported the cars, a black Escalade and a black Mercedes SUV both owned by people of the same race {not important}, I then apologized for saying that to him. He said , "I didn't see it".). I walked down to the tracks, and started walking down them. I was listening to A motivational tape with crickets and soothing sounds......
