We have to talk about now and forever, about love and indifference,
about understanding and forgiveness. I’ve told you countless times what I need.
You haven’t. I need to see love, to fell it, to touch it to. You… I don’t know
what you need.
I need supportiveness. You need… I haven’t learned what you
need, not yet anyway. Unfortunately the problem is that I don’t know if I what
to stay long enough to learn that, not now anyway.
I don’t know if I trust you, or love you, or even hate you. This
is my problem. I don’t know anything anymore.
I wish I knew whether or not we are meant to be together, or…
do I?
I need, I want, I wish – it is not all about me, it should
be about us, but lately it isn’t. I’m tired of thinking about us and not
feeling you do the same. I want to fell that you know what you want, how to get
it and most importantly, how to keep it – how to keep me.
Can you keep me? You had me, you still have me, but will you
succeed to keep me? I want you to, but I don’t think you have it in you, not
anymore. You make me happy if we’re together, but if we aren’t… I begin to
think – of us being apart and not together.
