Thank you for all your comments. I really appreciate that. its true that not all rich people are happy but at least they can have what they want.
i really want to think positively but things aren't going my way. for example this year, i flunk my exams and have to repeat another year, i try to be positive but it's really stressful when my friends and my relatives keep asking me what grades do i get when actually i don't even graduate. i feel like i have fail myself and my family.all these years i have been studying seems futile and meaningless. people who are academically lower than me can graduate and get a good job...sometimes i really feel like giving up...
