Nikkswest's Blog

It's theoritically very much emphasising to say that my heart is still waiting for the girl who told me those words some time back.... but the fact still remains that some where some corner in my heart my heart still is waitng for her to come back to my life. But wat can i do she is my very good frnd and my heart is really frightened to show its feeling to her..... On the other it is not ready to forget her and get some one else but i dont blame my heart for it because me personally love her so much that i cant even imagine forgetting her for a new girl...... No..... Nope never..... My frnds tell me that in a pond there are lots of fishes if u miss one try another but when i have so so so love setteled deep in my heart haveing no small pore to pour the feeling out to her its a impossible task for me to forget her......

Now wen i ask my heart why its waiting for her so so much incorpating no other beauty near her it gives an answer .....

" LOVED YOU Yesterday,
  LOVE YOU Today,
  always HAVE,
  always WILL."

                      .............which always was on the tip of my tongue which i wanted to her in open but never expressed it self when i was......

A question that always pondered my mind. Where does beauty really lie???

Is it in the heart of true lovers or in the innocent look of a babies face??

Is it the sweet voice of the early morning cuckoo that wakes me up or the fragrance of thousand lilies that bloom in my garden??

Is it the bright moonlight in the night sky or the rainy monsoons that cleanse my soul with in…?

And its then that I realize that beauty is not a quality that gives pleasure to your sense but a reality that accompanies happiness. The friends that I hang out with, the kids that I play with, the songs that I listen to, and the moves that I make; that’s where I see happiness and that’s where beauty lies…

My childhood, my mischief’s, my mom running behind me with the cane; a crying boy that I was and all those memories that I cherish brings a smile to my face and there in I see beauty

Beauty is everywhere; it was the basic ingredient with which god created everything. The birds flying back home & the descending sun on the distant horizon what else can be more beautiful !!!

The matches we win, the innovations we make: the distance we leap all that which makes, me proud, which makes me jump in joy and there in lies beauty.

So that answers my question where does beauty really lie?

It lies in happiness!!!

"Bring happiness to your life and everyone sees beauty in you".

There are instances u and the gal u liked are friends suddenly you have a crush on her and you cant concentrate on nothing and decide to tell her about this and when you get a feeling from her behavior that she is not interested in you and you get that feeling and thinking for long days decide that you have done a mistake in telling her that and you decide to apologize to and decide that you would become good friends from today onwards (especial if it would have been your first crush) then take a decision on it……

…….. and after this incidence if she starts to avoid you in every kind of coarse you seriously feel so down when she does not have that friendly feeling to u and she hates you and your views about feeling freely to her and she shares her views to everyone around and not to then your heart seriously hurts….

Hearts feeling and thoughts are those which cannot be controlled but when you are treated in such a condition then seriously it hurts the heart.....