Well, I haven't been around for awhile. I went on vacation and had a great time. Did alot of healing, sleeping and thinking, still am, as a matter of fact. I am doing some isolating but am trying to get out and about a couple, three times a week. Decided to take a me day today, so, no cooking, cleaning, other ucky stuff, just dishes. There is plenty of food in the house. Don't really know what else I can discuss with you all...not right now, anyway, because I don't know how permanent my thoughts are right now. I am learning to slow down, trying to practice it, anyway, before I put my foot in my mouth or screw anything up again. I am doing alot of thinking right now, but it is so personal, and most of it is just screwy anyway. I will try to have a topic next time. Just wanted you all to know I am not dead and haven't given up on my blog, I am just at a turning point right now and don't quite know which way is up. ......