This time it will be my story... haha.. Hope u guys and girls enjoy it...
I am really blur and i dont understand why ppl who i love always has ppl
chasing her... i know this is normal but i keeping thinking that it is tough to
chase a girl which have ppl chasing on her... lets take example.. because now i
am doing my study outstation and i love someone who is originate in that area called Kuala Lumpur...but she also has
many ppl chasing after her... and most of the ppl chasing her is local town boys..
And u
all should know that outstation boys always lose the love match to local boys ..
you know why?? It is because they do have the vehicle and the time to visit
her... and also when she is in trouble , he can help her... this is the three
things that i am unable to do it.. i am feeling too sad.. cause i cant own this
kind of things yet cause i dont have cars and parents wont allow me to have cars
in KL.. maybe because it is too dangerous and scare that i will keep going out
and lack of study lo.. that is the problem.. but i really wish that i could
chase her successfully...
Now there is another problem appear again.. the one that i love... i dont
know did she lie to me or not ... i dare not ask her.. because if i ask this.. i
will be for sure in the dark for one month because she will think that i did not
trust her any more and what she want is trust by others and dont worried too
much about what is she doing right now.. when this problem comes in, then the
arguement for sure will come in by it's self... When arguement is in, you are in
the big trouble.. what is the final output is break up.. that's why i am so
scared to ask her this.. but i wish to ask her.. but i am scared of losing her..
cause i think that she is the perfect girl for me..
I cant tell u all who is she.. but i can tell a bit about our relationship..
i have just started this chasing since last 3 -4 months.. unbelieveable right
??haha... but it is true.,.. i dont know why.. i am really really deer loving
her.. and she just recently knows that i am chasing her.. but after she knows
about it, i dont know whether i am right or i am thinking too much la, she is
trying to avoid me... i think is the thing that i have done towards her... now i
less contact her already.. cause she is also a busy girl cause keep has call
coming in.. and all the time i tried to call her.. got ppl call her or she has
slept already or busy...
So this makes our relationship keep decreasing... but i really wish that we
can keep increasing the relationships... i really wish this.. but there is
nothing i can do now... but just sittin alone in the room and also play games in
order to reduce my saddness... :(
But after a day goes by, i always will think of her.. i think she is hard to
be erased in my mind.. i dont know why...but i hopefully she can understand my
feeling ... i dont know will she read my blog le.. i dont know la.. maybe she
will and maybe she wont... cause i have not ask her e-mail yet..
So for moment .. i am really blur on loving someone...i dont know is she
trying to lie to me so that she is free from me.. or others..
ENJOY ??? Hope so... Drop some comments or advice.. hehe thanks
