Wonderland's GateWay

Aww. Realy?

If i wake up early every morning before anyone else is awake i could leave you a message everyday. Wish come true.

I am not actualy sure i agree. Usaly i would totaly agree but i don't know. (Plot Scheme Plot)

Hopefully sooner rather than later. I have found to escape the house (Sort of) during the week and i am not allowed to use it. Torment.

has the dust settled or has the wind kept it from reaching the ground

(i have a feeling that i already know the answer )

The dust hasn't settled yet i'm afraid. My mum is now getting hung over my prom day. She looks so happy and she has pick out a decent dress (I am a bit anoyyed that she picked it and not me. I was there but mum's decision over ruled all). I am even feeling bad about not wearing the shoes she wants but i just don't like the style of shoe she is picking out for me. My dad is being very helpful. He says my punishment is very extreme and was quite upset that mum managed to overpower my monday. He is trying to talk to mum about it. I know he probably won't get anywhere but when we were talking last night it just cheered me up to know that he trusted me. Mum has never trusted me. That's why i am always in these stupid situations.

it's your life whether she likes it or not, she should accept that. what happened on monday to make her overpower it? if your shoes are for with a prom dress, what is she so bothered about? unless you have a short dress, then you won't be able to see what shoes you're wearing unless you make a big deal out of them. your mum seems like she needs to get a life (no offense)

Try explaining that to my mum. I want to wear boots because no matter the heel i can walk for miles in boots but mum says have you ever seen someone wear boots with a prom dress? 1. your right my dress is so long that i need high heels to stop it from trailing on the ground. 2. Why should i be bothered what other people do. I am not like other people and i do not follow trends other people make.

Firstly mum made me and Shezzle sit next to the rest of the family when i said twice i didn't want to. She was moaning at us for messing around while at the chinese resteraut. I only got 45 minutes hanging around with Shezzle. I ending up looking at shoes and prom dresses even while i was away from mum. And mum called me over to look at some shoes she found in the sale (My mum goes mad for sales.) and then we had a big fight over them because i realy didn't like them. Then at the end of the day i asked dad if i could stay behind at Shezzle's for a bit, he ask mum, who said no.

1. glad you've got a dress

2. you shouldn't be bothered by what people do, it's good to be your own person.

3. mothers are supposed to moan.

4. your dad should have taken control and said what he thought.

1.So am i but i wish i had a date :( Shezzle said she'll go but it's not the same.

2.I'm not (I say that but i still get upset when people laugh or make fun of me).

3.

4.My mum is in charge of this family. Dad sometimes has arguments with mum about things to do with me and Annabel (Younger sister) but he never wins.

1. don't just sit around and wait for someone to ask you, it doesn't work very well.

2. you shouldn't get upset because people can't accept you for who you are.

3. glad you agree.

4.at least your dad sticks up for you (unlike fighting your own battles in this house)

1. I can't ask someone. I am too shy and whenever i try my words don't come out in the right order (Or someting similar).

2. I can't help it i try not to but it's not always easy.

4. Yeah i guess but my dad never wins and Annabel gets upset by their arguing, although it never ends badly.

2.i know it isn't easy

4.lucky

Many happy thoughts heading your way.

xxx

I hope you feel happier soon. The world and the human race are not always that bad it's just sometimes they're shit.