It's 3:38am and i'm still waiting for CIGY to go online. Well. actually he is. He's just "away". Why didn't he just sign out?? I mean it's all the more annoying to see him online when he's not really there.
ouch my tummy hurts!
I feel like my thoughts are so scattered. My mind shifts from this to that in a matter of seconds. Anyway, back to CIGY. What do i wanna say about him? Hmmmmm.... Even if I haven't seen him in person I can say that I like him. Not like, like. Uhm, how do i put it? Well, i'm fond of him and I look forward to chatting with him. It's wierd for me coz I never was much of a "chatter". Right now I even think that me liking him is shallow and a bit cheezy. No offense :)
There are a gazillion guys on the planet but hardly do you find someone whom you have chemistry with. I found that with him I guess. He is sooooo my type of guy. Funny, crazy, kinda cocky, sorta has a bad boy image, plus we have the same type of music (i think). I find that liking the same genre of music is a big deal for me when it comes to attraction towards the opposite sex. I dunno why.
But don't get me wrong. I am not in the least bit hoping or wishing that something real will come out of this. I like where we are and what we are (I dunno what "what" is tho' hahaha). I just like the butterflies that I feel in my stomach whenever he's around. He makes me laugh and that's something that only a few people can accomplish.
Anyway, it's 4:33 in the morning. I give up. I guess i'll catch him online whenever.
