Well, I've just turned 20 years old yesterday.. I neither feel young or old right now and felt as though i'm stuck in the middle. My friend once said, at this age, we're too young to be considered as an adult, and too old to be in the group of youngsters.. *sigh*
My birthday falls on the 19th June 1988.. So far, no one has shared my birthday except for the hillarious, lazy and adorable, Garfield the cat.. Well, it's good i think to have a birth date that no one else share with me. It's somehow makes me feel special.. Hehe~
The ironic thing is that Birthdays is the day where everyone is supposed to be happy to oneself. 1 year older.. But to me, it's just like any ordinary day.. Nothing really special when it comes to my birthday.. Although it might sound absurd, but based from my past experience, the 1 week before and the 1 week after my birthday is where i'm surrounded by bad luck, a jinx myself.. In my lifetime, i've broke my arm, lost my bike 3 days after just bought it, and a series of unfortunate events that occured, in which i am thoughtful to have avoided those life threatening events.
Well, I must be lucky to have such unlucky fate on my back..
Now, I am going to talk about something that's based on certain facts, truths and my own feeling and ideas on this matter. If u can't accept my ideologies and philosophies, then please, don't read. Believe in ur own belief.. I can't blame u. Humans believe what they want to believe rather than hearing and accepting the truth. Much because the truth always does hurts rather than comforting..
Let's start..
Human heart is a strange yet unique device given to us by god. I don't meant literally, as in biologically, one of ur organs.. I meant
it in a subjective manner.. Ur Heart, Feelings to be precise.. It has much more capabilities than just to feel what Love is. Most people would only concerntrate on their hearts only when they are in love with someone.. Pity.. They don't know the true potential of it..
Human basically have 2 sets of thinking. One is ur mind (Logic, thinking, mindset, belief) and another is ur heart (Feelings, emotions, intuition). If the Mind is the light, then Heart would be the darkness.
Human minds is much more easier to control, as we might see in babies who have the fullest control of the brain. That's why babies learn faster than an average adult. But still, being an adult doesn't mean we lose control of it. Just, less.. But A heart is much more harder to control. U can't control it like how u controlled ur brains. U uses feelings to control it. to suppress ur emotion..
I believed that Human Heart has more power than the Mind. Sure, we've seen Albert Einstein as the worlds Genius. Yes, there are such things as Psychic. Human brain is much more capable than just to think.. But Heart to me is rather much powerful than the mind. It can make a tough looking person with an attitude cry, a person who is on top of the world falls, a leader with an ambition fails, a genius as a world renowned scientist loses his mind.. And such thing as intuition, where u can predict the future comes from the heart. To feel, rather than to think..
It's true what they say, that "Love is Blind".. When ur heart overpowers ur mind, u can't think straight.. U can't sleep.. Doesn't have the will to go on with life. Their perceptions and thinking, that is their Mind is being clouded by their feelings, that is their Heart. That's why most often u would see a person whose heart is broken always
in a very weakened state, not eating properly and may even commit
suicide. They have lost to their own feelings..
Human mind is like the furniture in ur house. It can be filled, added, thrown away and reorganised. This would means that U can actually predict a person based on their mindset and their ways of thinking. A therapists or psychologist uses this method to understands a person, to draw their patients pattern of thinking and to derive conclusions from them. To be short, Human mind is predictable..
But Human Heart is like a big Pandora's Box, in which u don't know the contents of it, what's at the beginning and what's at the end. The darkness in it seems endless as though u can be lost in it forever if u delve too deep.. It's a mechanism that one has to take precautions when using it. Just like Pandora's Box, the power and eternal darkness in it can consume u if u r not careful enough. Greed, confusion, hatred, prejudice, jealousy and lust for power.. All of it resides here, in ur heart.. To be short, Human heart can never be predicted and is out of reach by anyone but the person themselves..
Yet, u can't just be 100% relying on just ur heart and put aside ur mind for that matter. Ur mind is ur sanity. To lose them, is to lose ur sanity. To me, a' perfect' Human is a person who have both, the ability to think straight with their mind in any circumstances and has great control to their own hearts. Although, i despise perfections.. In a book i've read, ur Heart is ur 'Inner Voice'.. It tells u what the mind cannot tells u..
So learn to use them both as ur heart unlocks the potential hidden power inside u..
