Why do I cry?
I cry whenever I witness a sad break-up on T.V.
because somehow, I feel that person's misery
I cry when I feel excrutiating pain
I cry about whatever words was said to hurt me
no matter how big, or how small
I cry when you say you listen,
yet you don't seem to be hearing me
Again, why do I cry?
Because I feel hurt
Because someone or something has hurt me
whether it be physically or mentally,
maybe accidentally, or maybe on purpose
Or do I hurt me?
maybe unintentionally, or on purpose, or by subconcious
Do I cause myself to cry?
but why would I do that to myself?
And why do I feel hurt?
Maybe it's all the questions I ask
The questions I ask my friends, or myself
I should probably stop asking questions
But there's one question I can't help but ask myself:
Am I going to be alone forever?
This is the question that hurts me
This is the question that makes me cry
Because even though my mind says "yes" to that question
I fight for that answer to be wrong
But I can't help but look for the answer in my mind
because I feel that if I search my heart,
the answer I find will forever hurt me
and then I'll never stop crying.
