J.E's BLOG!!!..

yOu.iN pRint.
u knoW eXactly wHat to do.
iM hating hOW mUCh i loVe yoU.
nEed yOu.
aNd it'S kiLLing me wiThin. mAkeS mE weAker thAN i eVEr thOUght i wOULd be.
i can't sTanD thE nEceSsity tO feeL u cLose.
i knOW oNE day u wOULd aFfect mE nO mORe.
tHat daY i pRObAbLy wOn't caRe eNough tO LoOk at yOU
aND mayBE the mEre siGht oF yOU wON't bRing LouD thuMps in mY chEst aNd jELLies oN my kNeeS.
bUT untiL thEn i hAve tO diGest tHE faCt thAt yOU'r nOt wiTh me aNymORe.
aNd it's haRd wAKing uP kNowinG yOU woULd nO LOnGEr be pArt oF my day..
tHAt iM oUt oF yOUr systeM.
it's LikE a hOLLow sPace inSide oF me. tHE pain is tOo mUch, it mAde me nUmb.

*ican'tletyougo.*