Hello guys,
I'm going to tell you my story because my friends told me to talk about what I feel as it will decrease my pain.
It is my love story that started 3 years ago.
I met here at the secondary school and I was 16 years old.
I loved here more than myself and I was ready to give here my soul, my hart, my time and every thing I have and she loved me too. As my teachers said I was genius despite I never studied hard. I succeded to study at faculty of Pharmacy and she did too.
We spent a very nice time together, walking, talking, sitting, studying, eating and enjoying music and songs.
we used to meet every day and spend all the day together.
and go to the cinema, parks, zoos together.
I really spent my best days of my life with here.
She was really beautiful . I really miss here .
But unfortunately as every one knoew, the life is too bad,
and it takes from us more than it gives us.
From 6 monthes we were in the lab (me and here) doing some experiments on a kind of drug
and we were talking as we used to do but
by accedent she was heating the material on the direct flame
and it exploded in here face and there was a very dangerous
chemicals in the tube and it got into here eyes and it was very
harmful to eyes.
At once she was in the hospital but the doctors sayed that there is no use and she became blind. I thought that it is my fault
I haven't to talk with here this moment . She will no longer go to the faculty and I wil not be able to see here.
At this moment I felt a cold shiver and I knew that every thing
I dreamed with here is terminated. I spent all the day and night with here in the hospital for tow days.
She became fine and she got out of the hosptal but blind. And I went to see here and there was the shock, she didn't want to see me. I tried to talk with here but she didn't answer my calls.
I asked here friend about here, and she told me that she hate me and she was only wasting time with me and she don't want to hear my name but I didn't believe this. Then she traveled with here father and I was unable to see here or talk to here.
I was so sad I didn't eat or drink or sleap I was only thinking of here , I can't love again I didn't talk to any body I only goes to the place that she loved and stay there for hours waiting for here, then walk in the streets lonely. I can't forget here, here love is in my blood I miss here and want to see here. I failed in the exam, in my love, in making friends, I failed to be strong,
I found that I'm not genius, I'm just a failure in the whole of my life, and I became alone.
But one day by accedent I heared here friends talking about me and here and they said that she did this for me to meet another girl, she sacrificed for me. I knew that before because I know here, so I harried to them and that I want here and I don't want any other girls, I just want to see here, I don't want any thing from this life except here. I asked them about here and they told me nothing, that was one month ago.
And I still don't know anything about here, cannot reach here.
So I decided to come back to my computer wasting my time
on it untill I find here or die. If you know here please tell here that I really miss here and I still love here and I will always do.
