Lost in a haze
and dreaming of forgotten days
Not quite me
I'm still walkin around dazed
I think back, I react,
and though it's much too late
I still wish I'd found a way not to mirror the hate
And you know, it ain't the same, all this borrowed time
they keep saying NVM and I keep hearing nevermind
Shit's changed
the old days are gone with the wind
Different game
Was I spun out or is it now that I'm spinned?
Don't matter
I still think that Kurt said it best
Ain't no heart
You just got a box in your chest
It's kinda funny
Here I am still playing nice
When I'm still paying through the nose
for all your priceless advice
After all that's passed I still ain't found the reason or rhyme
You're saying envy Em and I'm still hearing Nevermind
Words hurt
And that blade'll cut both ways
They're all weapons
and they'll leave us all bleeding for days
And I ain't playing
cuz I know I cut my share
Difference is
you struck first, I just made it fair
So g'head
and call together everyone that you've got
Cos I can take it
I'm a stand-alone man, and you're not
And even when the only one who's on my side is time
I will see your NVM and raise you nevemind
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This's been brewing for a year or two. Put up for your consideration.
