chevymanwilliams' BLOG

trewout life ppl exsperace may different things. me alone int the past 2 years i have lost my mother then had a sister and a brother atempt suicide then had an uncle that did. that was the first of the 2 years the second though not as hard was still alot to handle had my exwifes family try and take my daughter from me and her along with her son just so they would have someone to clame on there disability and incomtax. After they failed at there atempt to do that another problem came up my daughter was aproched by a family member that tryed to touch her in ways he shouldnt have but not sure how far he took it no one will talk to me about it. now my x blame me for it and wont let me c my daughter at all to help yall better understand the situation my daughter has just turned 13 and the family member in question just turned 14 and they are cousins by marrage. now i understad how things like that happen cause i once was a teen myself and yes i flirted with my cousins just as most ppl have but im not defending him i will stand behind my daughter no matter what happens. the reason behind me putting this on here is to show other ppl that no matter what happens to you in life things still go on even if you dont want them to. when i first got my divorice back in 2001 i thought the world was at end then i realized that if not for all the good and bad in your life then who would you be. i myself feel that i am a good person even though i do have falts im nowhere neer being perfect and wouldnt want to be. yes i would like to go back and change a few things if i could but why would i because that whould change everthing i have leaned and it would change who i am on the inside. i hope this helps someone out there that is having a bad time or is down on there luck just remember that when all is said and done would you want to change the lessons you have learned or the person that you are right now .... i know i still have a long ways to go with what is happening to me but somehow i know that it will all work out for the best ........if you need someone to talk to or just want to post your story then feel free to do so maybe it will help someone just like you too..........