Hmm.. Recieved some comments on the post Love or... Reading their comments.. Hmm.. I dunno.. But I'll say nevertheless its everyone's own choice.. So if you wanna know what happens at the end well, you have to start reading the Golden Compass series.. Just don't go to the last book and start reading the last chapter.. Just go slowly and I'm sure you will be also touched by the ending.. Well, its just a story but somehow, if its true, lol..
Well today I'm pretty tired as I'm typing this.. Maybe I will crash early today.. Lol.. Today went to the mall with some frenz and hang out, watched a not very good movie, and played DotA like freaks.. Haha.. Thats what happens when i go out with my frenz.. Well I mostly enjoy the hanging out part, because when I play at cybercafe, I feel bored as nowadays I just stuck in front of the computer reading manga or something else, usually Stumbling.. What do you people do when you have free time? I mean something that you really enjoy and some things that u just do because u feel like it.. Because I'm really bored at home.. And work is, well, lets say its no point.. Not that I'm lazy or I don't want to work, but its due to other complication.. So usually I'm stuck at home, surfing web for the whole day.. Haiz.. Really want to start my tertier studies.. Even though I know I'll say the opposite thing later.. Hmm, human usually never satisfied with what they got.. Haha..
Well, the title may really bore some people.. Haha.. I know I would be.. But just hear my thought out.. It was gnawing on my mind for a very long time.. So i wanted to put it out of my mind.. Well, it all started yesterday night.. I was finishing a book and the ending was really touching.. So the thought formed on my mind slowly, stirring till I realised it when I was playing DotA with my friends.. Somehow, if u found a person that u love, after enduring hard times with her and u realised your feelings after a while only.. But when both of you realised you were deep in love, well, of course you will be full with love for the other person.. OK, lets add another factor to the strength of the love.. Lol.. Imagine both of you had lost your parents.. So you are left alone in the world.. But that didn't bothered you at all.. Then when both of you felt your love for each other growing more and more that u feel that leaving the person will kill you, both of you have to leave.. And I mean......
Hey people.. Just wanna recommend something.. If you can listen to a song without understanding the lyrics, well do give a try with Ayaka's Why.. It was the ending theme of Crisis Core : Final Fantasy VII and as many knows I'm sure, FF always have a very nice music in any of its theme.. So just give the song a chance and DO tell me what do u think of the song.. U can find it in the torrents in Mininova.. If you wish to hear more FF soundtracks, I recommend Crisis Core's soundtrack.. :)
Edit: Added the playlist with the help of a person.. Thanks!!
Just watched Meet The Robinsons.. A very nice movie and thought me a lot of things.. First, when u get a time machine, go find your dad when he was a kid.. Secondly, never leave the garage door open. Thirdly, never invent wacko hat with AI in it. Haha.. Just kidding.. But if there is anything I am reminded by the movie, it is that a quote from a saying from Walt Disney, keep moving forward. Watching the movie really showed me that sometimes, we have to let go of your past and move forward, even the past tempts you to dwell on it so that u can go on with your life in despair.. That is something that no one wants for sure.. Anyway, today nothing special happened. Just talked to some frens. And found out that someone had a similar, well, nearly similar dream akin to mine. An unexpected person. But as I'm learning everyday, life is full of challenges and unexpected things. Or else, what is the use of each of us going through the greatest adventure of all, the life itself? Haha..
Hmm.. I have made up my mind.. If I don't get any scholarships, I'll go do my A-levels.. Thats decided, now i have to go seek for the best place for me to do my a-levels.. Lol.. Thats another headache.. Although i know all the college is nearly the same when it comes to A-levels, i wan the best for my studies.. Already I have burdened my parents if I do my A-levels so I want to do my best.. Lol.. Life is indeed tough.. Haha...
Yosh! Haha.. Whats up everyone.. Today was no biggie.. Watched a movie, The Forbidden Kingdom and simply loved it although it could be done a bit better.. The storyline was just sufficient although i was content with the appearance of 3 of my all time favourite actor and actress.. Jackie Chan, Jet Li, and Liu Yi Fei!!! Haha.. She is my favourite actress for a very long time.. I knew her from a series she was in as the heroine.. The Legend of Condor Hero, in 2006 if i wasn't mistaken.. She was really pretty but had something that really dulls her delightful face.. Lack of expression.. Even in the series she rarely shows any feeling or emotion but then i guess that what that make her the perfect one for the role.. Although she rarely shows any emotion, when she smiles she's really pretty.. Lol.. There I go again talking too much again... Lol.. To tell the truth the movie is really interesting as I can see many elements blended into it.. So if you are thinking of watching it, don't waste......
Haiz.. So I'm left typing another blog on here.. Lol... Hmm... Maybe i should update my other blog as well.. Anyway.. Here am I sitting in front of the computer, bemusing whether I should do my mechanical engineering in UniTeN or just do my A-levels in Singapore if I didn't get either JPA or UTP scholarship.. Its so confusing to decide what to do in my life.. Well I guess its all the education and the parents fault.. Not that i intentionally want to point to somebody or put the blame on someone else, its just that since i was raised I am just pushed to excel in my studies.. I need to get all As in my subjects.. Both the education system and my parents insist on that for 10 years.. Its until I have finished my high school general exam that I realised the mistake I was doing all my life.. Spending my time on my studies and did not excel in anything other else than examination.. Guess its my fault for not opening my eyes earlier.. Anyway, there I go again, blabbering on......
Me just a normal kid... 17 this year...Like a typical kid facing daily problems like driving license, where to go to study, study at uni or A levels.. For now... Later I'm not sure what path i'm going to be taking.. And unlike a typical teenager I like to think question that is not normally asked like does spirit exists and if not does soul is even inside of us or it is just a figmented imaginary thing that is used to describe our mental conciousness.. Lol... As i told ya, I'm both normal and not at the same time.. Thats all for now.. Maybe there will be a part 2.. Lol...
