summer_skye's BLOG

Here are my top 3 quotes of all time:

1.  The opposite of love isn't hate, it's INDIFFERENCE.

2.  Without expectations you will never be let down.

3.  You are who you are when NO ONE is watching.

   I'm hella bored! Nothing interests me at the moment. I started watching this movie called Perfect Strangers and I got bored with it.  Now i'm in our Camfrog room and i'm still bored.

   can_i_grab_you/TUBIG_NA_BASA, where are you when I need you! If you were here I probably wouldn't be bored. I miss you.......What are you doing? Who are you with? Do you miss me? Hahahaha i'm trippin'. Oh well.

   I can't sleep yet coz I have to bring my sister to work at about 3 am.  It's 2:38 am. Oh well I guess i'll just go and fix my music on my pc. Aloha goodbye!

It's 3:38am and i'm still waiting for CIGY to go online.  Well. actually he is.  He's just "away".  Why didn't he just sign out?? I mean it's all the more annoying to see him online when he's not really there. 

ouch my tummy hurts!

I feel like my thoughts are so scattered.  My mind shifts from this to that in a matter of seconds.  Anyway, back to CIGY.  What do i wanna say about him? Hmmmmm.... Even if I haven't seen him in person I can say that I like him.  Not like, like.  Uhm, how do i put it?  Well, i'm fond of him and I look forward to chatting with him.  It's wierd for me coz I never was much of a "chatter".  Right now I even think that me liking him is shallow and a bit cheezy.  No offense :)

There are a gazillion guys on the planet but hardly do you find someone whom you have chemistry with.  I found that with him I guess.  He is sooooo my......

   Not a lot of people know this. Probably just a handfull.  I am clinically depressed. I'm currently taking anti-depressants to treat this condition that I have. 

   I am kinda embarrassed with my current situation. You are automatically considered a "loony" the moment people learn that you see a shrink in this country. 

   One is not allowed to mix anti-depressants and alcohol.  They say it could be fatal. So, when I go clubbin' or to parties etc. and people ask me why I don't have a bottle of beer or a martini glass in hand, I just say whatever comes to mind first.  The usual answer that pops up is that i'm taking antibiotics that's why i can't have any alcohol. But of course that answer only saves me for a week or up to ten days haha. After a month, and the same person asks me why i'm havin' iced tea and i still say antibiotics he's gonna think that my body serves as a......

   I can't believe that i'm actually starting my own blog.  I see myself as a very private person so having my own blog is, or should i say "was" out of the question.  This blog thing i guess started out from boredom and the go signal came from the thought that no one i know will ever get to read any of the sh*t I put into this.  Thus the intro.

   I'm not much of a writer.  I used to hate writing papers for school.  As a matter of fact, I wasn't able to finish my college thesis (or should i say "I haven't finshed?" waaaaaaaaa).  The closest i've come to writing......