J.E's BLOG!!!..

NECTAR

I arose from the lullaby
Enduring yet another tale
You tempt me again
With your embrace, so tainted
Within the night you beckon
Cursing me with every glance

Bring me through
Carry my empty shadow
And guide me inside your warped labyrinth
To the well of sin
I swear I will always love you

Leave me speechless
Release my yearning
The soil I walk is clad with light
Drifting moons thrust me with their rays
And I fall inside

I lament this heritage
Cannot bid farewell
The pale face...you went as far as you could
And from that moment
I witnessed your beauty, felt your death

Mine is yours, mine is yours

In the wake of dawn
The mist of morning linger before it leaves
Invisible eyes, red reflection
It is you
Smiling in the midst of the moor

by: Opeth

yOu.iN pRint.
u knoW eXactly wHat to do.
iM hating hOW mUCh i loVe yoU.
nEed yOu.
aNd it'S kiLLing me wiThin. mAkeS mE weAker thAN i eVEr thOUght i wOULd be.
i can't sTanD thE nEceSsity tO feeL u cLose.
i knOW oNE day u wOULd aFfect mE nO mORe.
tHat daY i pRObAbLy wOn't caRe eNough tO LoOk at yOU
aND mayBE the mEre siGht oF yOU wON't bRing LouD thuMps in mY chEst aNd jELLies oN my kNeeS.
bUT untiL thEn i hAve tO diGest tHE faCt thAt yOU'r nOt wiTh me aNymORe.
aNd it's haRd wAKing uP kNowinG yOU woULd nO LOnGEr be pArt oF my day..
tHAt iM oUt oF yOUr systeM.
it's LikE a hOLLow sPace inSide oF me. tHE pain is tOo mUch, it mAde me nUmb.

*ican'tletyougo.*

EVerYboDy hAs dEr oWn mUsiC..

D onLy pRobLeM iS iT iS hArD 2 aTTaiN iT oR eVeN FinD iT..

IT wuD TaKe a VeRy LonG & hArD TimE & cUd poSSibLy b a VeRy DizzY & rOuGh RiDe..

BUt wen d mOmEnT u HaV iT wiL DeFiNitLy mAkE uR LyF CoLoRfuL & mEaNinGfuL..

JsT b pAtiEnT, alwAyS giVe ur besT sHoT, TrY n TrY, LeArn FroM ur MisTakeS & d mOsT imPorTanT "b YOU!"..

Farewell 2 my friend 4 livin u behind oh no!..

My tym is running n im about 2 loose my mind,again..

Now n then i trample all over,but i will carry load upon my shoulder,but i know this cud ol b over.
If only i cud open my eyes..

Is it loneliness?, mayb emptyness, mayb melancholy..hav a piece of this..

Now i see d sun light shinning through,thers no rison 2 feel blu, oh but!
When i know im going down i luk all around me n laugh a clown. yeah!

Can anybody help me wen im down..
And everybody says im just a clown, but now i know luv will stick around, coz ive been lost n found yeah!..

Hollow Years

The truth about life is when we aim to make it better it just end up worst.

Tuning our life in a better key makes our life worthless & useless.

Just let it flow n let it carry you and it will end up much better.