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Not His Type
Fri Nov 28, 08 11:53 PM | Category: All
Ok- first off, I know there are many guys out there who like my personality and who enjoy spending time with girls who look like me but it's still not easy being ugly to a guy you're crushing on. Meh.
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he loves her
Thu Oct 23, 08 10:06 PM | Category: All
meanwhile in other news- the boy i love is in love with someone. they're really good together. and i'm alone. she's hot in a way i can't be, and that's just a fact so- whatever.
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Krissy's Kid Got Taken Away
Sun Sep 21, 08 03:08 PM | Category: All

What can you do when you're next of kin are evil, selfish bloated pigs who covet anything good that happens in your life?  My friend Krissy is about six years older than me and she's the proud mother of a little girl named Elise. Six months after Elise was born, Krissy's family wrote to child services saying that she was abusing her child, a practicing witch, had sacrificed animals AND smoked pot and other illegal drugs daily. Except for occasionally smoking pot (weekends when the baby's father had her in his care) none of those claims were true. Flash forward four years. Krissy's mother passed away after a long battle with lupis. Krissy's cousins (who are ultra conservative "Christians") reported Krissy to child services again (right after her mother had passed away) to file for custody of Elise. They forced Krissy to take a blood and alcohol test (again the week after her mother passed away) and found traces of booze and pot. The family (who had a great lawyer) had taken......

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Great Mental Escape Artists
Thu Sep 18, 08 05:58 PM | Category: All

The blank stare of my friend Karl as we sit in my car make envy bubble beneath my skin. He's the king of mental escape and at the drop of the hat reaches a zen like state of non-thinking and just being. I'm holding onto every thought in my addled mind from my humble beginnings as a zygote- and here his is blissed out and listening to shit music, knowing all the lyrics but it barely matters. There is no more room in my head for any more debris. I am running away with the sound of his voice, piggy-backing on his zen mood when he says, "I can feel you thinking." 

I blush 'cause there's nothing else for it except I feel like saying sorry, though I'm not sure what fore. I've ripped open his zen like state, and now, we are staring my weekly bullshit in the face, and I begin to rant about weeks trails and tribulations. He asks me why I don't vent to my boyfriend, cousin or parents, and I laugh. They have no idea the world stresses me out as much as it does, they would have no......

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Down with the Trophy VP
Sun Sep 14, 08 09:34 PM | Category: All
Sarah Palin is a true trophy vice presidential candidate. The majority of red blooded American males would love a VP who can suck oil as fast and as deep as she can suck dick- of this I am fairly certain. Her smile is as fake as her perfect family- which she uses for every photo op she can get. Obama is just as bad dragging his wife out into the open, speaking for him and basically running things from behind the scenes. I can't stand fake. The Clintons were not fake, and if you ask me, the best part about Bill Clinton is that he was a human being- and he lied. How many other presidents lied and still were massively popular? The best thing about Hillary Clinton is that she was herself- and people crucified her for it. She's weathered, old, fierce, and a survivor- and I don't want to stare at her tits. Maybe if I did, or rather men did, we'd actually have at least one viable presidential candidate. 
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Gerry's Fat Chick Saga
Sun Sep 14, 08 02:02 AM | Category: All

Ok- I like her- she's cool and funny and knows how to dress. Gerry has officially asked her out- think they're going to the movies tomorrow night.

I am happy for them, and as I only get to see them twice a week when I volunteer back at my old high school- things have seemed pretty calm.

 

But now she's emailing me for advice and information about Gerry. I don't feel creapped out, but I know if he knew she were checking his shit out behind the scenes he'd freak out. So, for now  I'm keeping her private eye behavior to myself- mostly because I like her and Gerry likes her- and so, it make sense.

 

I think I might envy her confidence. We all hung out Friday at my house- watched The Goonies- good shit cause we'd all seen it thousands of times (big right of passage over where we grew up) and so we could chat over the film without it being interruptive.

 

Madison (the fat chick's name had been changed) is great and she and Gerry and Alan and I have an awesome......

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Over before it started...
Tue Sep 9, 08 11:23 PM | Category: All
So today my friend Gerry to me he likes this girl Madison. Madison is probably the fattest girl in our class (there are only 200 of us). But this is not the issue the issue is that Gerry is too much of a pussy to ask her out because she's- well, huge. She's not ugly and her style is her own in a good way- but she's not gonna gain him any popularity points. So- I have no idea what to tell him about asking her out. I feel like if I encourage him he will only hurt the poor girl. Meh. 
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Coffee Shop Shuffle
Mon Sep 8, 08 07:01 PM | Category: All
In the long line of customers today there was a short round man with a silly cartoon tie- Charlie Brown I think. He came up to the counter and asked me if we had any real sugar- I said yes. Curiosity got the better of me and as he was taking a handful of packets from my counter- I asked him why he asked about the real sugar. I said to him I was sorry we didn't have sugar in the raw like starbucks does. He said that morning he went to McDs and ordered an iced coffee (which around NY is a popular thing) and when he put his straw in and took a sip- they had sweetened his coffee...with corn syrup. He sucked up a WHOLE GLOB of corn syrup. Now the coffee at McDs out here is supposed to be "organic" tell me- wtf is the point of organic coffee if they sweeten it with high fructose corn syrup? WTF!
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murder your inner critic - ignore your outer ones
Sun Sep 7, 08 07:58 PM | Category: All
Stop blaming other people for not pursuing what you want from your life. There are a million little ways you can be who & what you want in this world- even if you choose to keep your true goals and dreams a secret from the narrow minded and overly concerned. So many people live life as a beautiful and tragic apology for who they fail to be for others. It's become the a gross exaggeration of deconstructing the self into nonexistence- or worse, a hold over from the puritanical strangle hold that still engulfs the mindset of the eastern seaboard. I stir up my own self loathing as I write these words because I too wasted way too much time trying to please people who did not have my best interests, mental or physical health, at heart. I'm not naive, just idealistic- and there ought to be some merit in being an idealist if only for use in finding out who you truly are or are becoming. So many people get caught up in the high school drama and toss what matters most because they don't want......
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Shallow
Sun Sep 7, 08 07:39 PM | Category: All
You want me to be a bitch- you love nothing more than when I'm tell you to back the fuck up and retrace your steps because you missed something essential. I'm tired of your little alpha games, I want to be taken care of- but I don't mind switching up the lead- you just have to step up. Your puppy dog eyes ask me to be the strong one- and to let you play the kept man- and I'm not having it. I don't want your worship I want your time, respect, and attention. You are my best fit- and yet you turn me to odds refusing to take the lead- take my hand, and be a man who's consistent and strong. Just because I'm not one of your bitches- does NOT mean I want to be the alpha here. I want to be vulnerable with you- and it doesn't have to happen in a bed or the back of a car. You are afraid of me- because I might actually be the right one- you run like hell- which is what you do best when you think you've taken the moral high ground. You idea of love is merely more obsession and you have the balls to......
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