potsmo_kerr's BLOG

hi folks hope you are all well, it has been a while since i posted anything but real world problems have a way of affecting my online habits, i was recently diagnosed with serious depression and high anxiety i have been self harming for more than a year and shielding myself from social stuff regular visits to my psychiatrist have helped me cope a little better also the medication, i still feel awfull most days but little steps eh, one thing that seemed to help me get through the day was making compilation videos and posting them on youtube i had a lot of loyal subscribers and even got awards, but then life kicks you in the teeth again some had complained about some of the content and i was suspended and all awards taken away, i would like it to be known that my content although harsh was no worse than other videos on youtube my fatal mistake apparently was presenting them in a entertaining fashion, after my ban was up i returned with a new video only to be promptly banned again this time......

I was banned by isohunt today for in my opinion a very minor offence, i called another user via the shoutbox a "jerk" let me tell the story in its entirety.

I was on the msn news page as i often am, an article caught my eye entitled "pirate bay sold for 4.7 million" after reading the article i decide to let the p2p community know this through the isohunt shoutbox, however after posting this someone told me again via shoutbox to get my facts straight that piratebay was sold months ago for a much larger sum, whether i was right or wrong on the pirate bay subject is irrelevant as i was only reporting that days news on msn, so i told the user in question to quit being a jerk " which he was" then out of nowhere the moderator  "trollster" decides to stick his oar in and tells me not to call anyone a jerk, i mean c'mon there are much MUCH worse things i could have called him, so half serious half jokingly i called trollster a jerk and   ......