i wished i can just blog in a way such that i can express my views
accurately, using real terms etc, but den im sure some spy from the top
who have too much free time will be able to somehow find my blog and
charged me for exposing 'secrets'. oh well. i shall address issues in
principle aspects den, while not refering to anyone. don't understand
what im talking about? its okay, just continue to read the next
paragraph.
rule of thumb that i have learn during this busy and probably the lousiest week of my life:
1) when someone thinks im at fault, never try to explain too much,
either
just say 'yes' or 'no', or even better, give a solution so that the
fault can be addressed. especially to those who are big, or those who
Thinks they are big. explanation will only appear as excuses to them. i
understand myself as someone who wans to explain himself but cant
explain clearly enough, so its better if i just shut up.
2) if i wan to do something, either do it all the way or not at all.
quite
self-explanatory. i realised i don't have 'emergency signal' in my
head, that is, if something is needed to be done, i would do it with a
effort i usually give with all things, emergency or not. perseverance
and mental strength is kinda lacking in me. shagged or not, sweating or
dirty, think through things calmly, find a solution from there and
focus on the matter at hand.
3) true friends help out during real times of emergency, so really appreciate and cherish them.
without them, i would have probably kena more punishments.
4) ask instructions from the highest command to prevent contradictions.
this's
important especially for the military context. rank is kinda almost
everything, even though i know it isnt, but still to prevent more
trouble for myself, this is probably what i should do.
sometimes
i feel that im standing and swaying on the line between good and bad.
the problem is i dunno which side im closer to now. change is the only
constant, but if only i can know what are the good change and what are
the bad change.
(collected from MOI - blogger )
