Rantings of the Human Mind

We are more than modern day villains. We feed off of nightmares and bloody razors. We replace energy with pain, using depression as stimulants. Our bible involves videos and pictures of Heath Ledger as the Joker with a pencil in his hand. Suicide is nothing more then out version of retirement, and through that or any type of death our spirits spread their hate amongst us making us stronger. When we are called wasted potential we know our true potential lies in fighting and destruction. As we fight we aim for injuries and if the case is serious enough, which likely it will be, death. You will find us amongst the despicable, disturbed, diabolical, demented, and disgusting. Our families derive from people with the same twisted mental as us, in a sense, making most of our friends immediately family. We are not fallen, we are not forgotten, and we are not damned. The only thing about us that has fallen is our hope for a "better" future. The only thing forgotten about us is when we were once "decent" human beings. The only thing damned about us is our "souls". We fight for our revolution, while giving shelter to those that may have kind hearts but see through our view. We have become victims and criminals. We accept that we don't belong. We are comfortable with the fact that we are mentally abnormal and use it as an advantage in guerrilla warfare, using our weaknesses as strengths. We are patient for our end, hell we could care less. We don't belong but we stay here for the people that need us the most. We are not heroes, nor villains. We are not human, nor monsters. We are... the destroyers and saviors of the modern world...

 

And I, Trevor Maurice Spiers, pledge to Death almighty that I shall never take back my words of damnation, ridicule, or humiliation. I shall continue to be a sexual deviant/psychotic/schizophrenic/paranoid/bipolar/misunderstood/unstable/son of a bitch/bastard until the day my casket closes and I'm buried with the maggots, fuck the world.

Alright so right now I'm really pissed and unfortunately can't do anything about it but of course there's a reason behind it. So today I talked to my ex that I actually chased for 8 months that switched states to Lacey, Washington. Now everything is going alright until she asks me did she tell me about her guy problem at her school. I told her no and she told me that guys keep trying to date her, now that's not the part that got me pissed, what got me pissed is when she told me that one of them keeps pressuring her to have sex with him. Now at first this just gets me a little mad but the thing is she doesn't even like him and she told me he kissed her today. Now I'm a little more steamed, but the main part that made me want to get the fastest plane tickets was when I asked her did he touch her anywhere personal and she said yes. Now I don't know how desperate a man has to be to touch a woman in their personal spots but to even think about that means you have some serious problems. And if I was near my ex the first thing I'd say to the dude would be, "Okay, we have a serious fucking problem here. For some reason I'm hearing your basically harassing my ex and trying to get her to have sex with you. So I'm guessing that somewhere in your dysfunctional mind you probably even thought of the word 'rape' once or twice. Now if it ever gets to that point you better be ready to deal with me, a hospital bill, or a coffin. I personally don't really give a fuck if I'm sent to jail for sending another asshole like you to the afterlife as long as I'm protecting the people that I love. Now I'm just saying this as a warning and hopefully it gets through that thick ass hollow skull of yours. But get this straight, if you ever lay a fucking finger on my ex inappropriately again, you can pretty much get ready to say goodbye to your hands and at that probably your dick." Now I'm praying right now that someone in Lacey, Washington is reading this and if they are message me because I need your help. I'm not trying to have my ex go through what I've gone through as a child. No one should ever get that desperate but of course there are those that just don't know how to back off and get professional help. If your someone that is in this situation or know someone that is in this type of situation, in my view, you have every right to beat the harasser's ass. But whatever you do, DO NOT sit there and take that before it gets out of hand. And if you EVER say you can't get help you are in denial, there is ALWAYS help, whether its your friends and family to law enforcement. And if your the person that knows someone in this situation and you are fortunate to live near them, you need to get off your ass and do something.