today is valentine's day..
last time im used 2 prepare so much 2 celebrate tis day..
bt tis year i no nid..its due to im single now..
bt wat a embarrasse..tis year velentine's day im v my ex gf..
went 2 genting v her n have diner v her..
i reali hav no idea on wats relationship we in..
but 4 sure we are not couple..n we are frens..
d feeling is kinda weird..
its more den frens but doesnot constitute couple..
we stil care each other..oways keep in touch n hang aorund.
but ody dun hav d passion of love.
perhaps we scared..
we hav been break up 4 times..both of us aso not dare 2 step any further..
tis may be d best 4 us ..juz not sure we can stay on as now until when..
im aso worried of getting hurt again..
i took a long long time n strong willpower to let go last time.
i hav no confident i can do tis one more if we failed again tis time..
no1 step further..but how if one of us start a new relation?
the answer is we may depress again..tis could be too far......
