Dear reader,
In my previous post I mentioned that I broke up with my former girlfriend. She was nice, but it didn't work out eventually and I cheated on her which when I told her ofcourse ended the relationship.
But since I cheated with this new woman, we really start to like eachother. We know eachother for over 6 year and she claims to have already had an eye on me since 2003. I'd really like to engage in a relationship with this woman, there are only a few considirations I have to make. First of all, she's 12 years older than I am. This isn't really much of a problem, because I'm almost 26 and she is almost 38. Maybe some people will find this odd, but love's ways are mysterious. The other consideration I have to make is about the fact that this new woman in my life, already has a daughter from a previous relationship. The kid is 9 years old, and I really feel that when I wanna have the MILF I should also accept and care for the child. My parents were divorced when I was 2 years old and I've missed a father figure until I was 11. Now I have a stephfather, and he such a great guy that I actually call him Dad, my biological father is out of the picture.
I really admire my stephfather for accepting me as his son, and I would like to be the same for a daughter of my girlfriend. I feel obligated in a way to this. You just can't have all the pleasure but none of the burden in a relationship.
What do you think? Should I engage with this woman. We've slept together for a few nights now, and we feel much for eachother. I really feel like I'm falling in love again. But my rational mind is still protesting against engaging in such a responsibility.
Love is more complicated than brain-surgery. Help me with my feelings!!!
To convince you, or me, or whatever, here is her picture, she agreed to it: 
